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[kellygirll]

Listening to good loud music helps during detox n early recovery I've been feeling crappy and on the verge of a relapse 3 days out of the last 6 and on my way home from work tonight I CRANKED my radio and man i felt so good I called my sober friend earlier and vented a lot if stuff about what's going on w me n my sister I'm just SO ANGRY  and it helped me tremendously I hate thoes days and the cravings don't pass they eat at me and wear me down my brain my poor brain but I haven't given in ima fight like a girl with this and this girls a good fighter I won't give up on me it's gotta get easier right? Just can't wsit to get to the beach on Monday for the week to relax man happy fourth all hope your day was great

[motye51]

It really is a fight!!!  It's an internal fight in ourselves to do what's best for us!  I find it's hard to think of "me" first and what's best for me.  
I am a firm believer that music will "save the world"...b/c it helped save me. There are certain songs and certain anthems that just make me feel me awesome and give me strength and when I can't find it on my own, I turn to music.  Music soothes the savage beast, can't it be an internal beast???  Good job Kellygirl!

[meegWpaw]

keep on fighting, girl!  yup loud music is all good. glad you are staying strong.  sorry about your sis, I have a sis too and she is a real trial.  xoxo