Jenny, I'm so glad to see you had a great time with the family, It's funny cause you almost need a vacation from the vacation. I'm also glad I can make ya smile ( You'll get my bill later ). Things have been going so good, that I just have not even had time to check posts.
Thanks for all the kind and strong words about beating myself up, although I can look past so much of it, it always pops up when I let myself drift ( which I work hard on not doing ).
Right now I've got my business starting up, and I am working so hard to work through the pain in my body, and focus my thoughts on so many things , alittle reinforsment everyonce in awhile from my friends never hurts.
Thank you again for thinking about me!
Stay strong and all the power of the day to ya!
peace
mickytim
Definately sounds like things are looking up for you! :)
Hopefully, the good thoughts will continue and become more and more frequent and eventually overpower all those sad feelings and memories for you. Just keep staying focused on the future and what is important to you. We are all here to support eachother; a great place to turn too when the 'bad thoughts' start to take over!
I kind of wish it were just ME i was so worried about. I seem to have this 165 lb being (laying on the couch in the living room at the moment) that constantly beats me down day after day after day. I'm trying to be careful what i wish for, i love him dearly, but he's really pulling me down and it's so painful.
I seem to always have the weight of everything on my achey shoulders (literally), and the weight just gets so overwhelming some days!
Good luck with your business!!! :)
Lv Jenny
I second that( Thanks to you to Milo )
Peace
mickytim
Wiz,
No matter where life leads us, know that you will have my true, heartfelt gratitude until the day I die. You have given so much to so many people on this forum, including me. Your encouragement meant the world to me when I was going through my crisis. Just knowing that someone who understood was thinking about me and cared how I was doing was a tremendous help. Since then I have seen you share wonderful, wise, encouraging, and inspirational messages with more people here than I can count. I'm glad you're free of the dragon, and hope the old ******* gets tired of bothering you and moves on! I fully understand your need to shift your attention to your family now, and in a way it's kind of neat to see someone "graduate" or become an "alumnus" of the forum as you put it. But we will miss you. I hope you're able to drop by from time to time, but if not, go peacefully, secure in the knowledge that your time here was very, very well spent. --- your brother Milo
SO SORRY THAT'S 8675309 Don't know where my brain was at,
Hope you and all had a great day
Jenny Jenny 3679305 Sorry, got lost for a second in a song!!
Yes I have and that little girl is now 14. And yesterday had me in tears because I and her Mom, my X, who, I have a fantastic relastionship with, decided that she needs be with her Mom, even though, it means moving her to NY from PA. We split her each week in PA, sat through 3 interviews for private schools even though she hated being there. She sat upright and was the vision of the most beautful, poised, articulate person, that she not only blew us away, but blew them away and all want her now.
so jenny, yes I've had the lollypops and poop squirted all over me and the throw-up on my best suites as I was walking out the door, BUT YESTERDAY WAS WORTH EVERY MINUTE OF IT,
Have a great time in FLA and remember laughter threw your childs eyes can change and strengthen you, it has for me.
mickytim