Day 10 check in!!!

[jibi07]

I'm Giving myself a pat on the back for my day 10... Yayy me.... Smiling today good spirits feeling good! Went to another na meeting last night became a member of that group feels good. Sleeping good but still have aches all over my body back is killing me BUT I'm dealing with it all naturally ... Well a little help from Advil lol I think my WD is to a very minimum YES!!!! I'm making changes in my life good ones.... I'm living for today and i will live for tomorrow when it comes an not worry about it today!!! Luv to all!!!!!

[jibi07]

well on my lunch breaks at work i'm taking walks around the block to help stretch out my muscles, and try get rid  of some of this body ache... but i sit at a bloody desk all day .... cant get comfy in my chair , even brought a pillow to put behind my back... but hey small price to pay to be happy right............ it just feels great not wishing i would die b/c i could not get a handle on my addiction......... i seriously was praying for a heart attack, or was thinking of walking in front of a car b/c of what i was doing to myself and the people around me............... today , i'm thankful to be living "clean" another day, and not having those feelings of not wanting to be on this earth............ I know i deserve to be here, I now know, I'm not a Bad person, i just made bad choices, but i'm making it right, and making good choices now..... had to make many mistakes to realize these things, but in the end, i'm happy about it, i don't regret the choices i made, or the mistakes i have made, otherwise I may  not have learned such a valuable lesson! Thanks for listening guys...... You truly make me smile everyday and happy to be alive!!

[VICourageous]

Yes I ditto what clean-in-ks said. Hey when I had the all over aches, I would go lay under a Heating Blanket after my Bath..Ohhh It felt so good. Keep Pushing you are doing good this time around.

[clean_in_ks]

You are shining this time, girl..!!!  10 days is HUGE and meetings two days in a row?  So now you got em, right.....the 3 "S"'s?  Sources, Secrets and
Support?

You sound wunnerful....you really do.  The pain level you have right now is not a "forever" or "accurate" pain level.  Just hang on to that.  It takes awhile before we have a "true" pain level....you can re-evaluate after you have more time to heal.

You light is shining thru~  YEAH you~

[jibi07]

yep last year was a nightmare, lol, seems to be much easier this time... I'm happy I inspired you !! That makes me feel good!! Huggs!

[PorVida]

Awesome Job on day 10.  I know how hard you struggled the last year to get clean, just like me and you inspired me to stop after this last relapse.  Keep it up.