Hi, I've been on pain meds for 15 years. I really have pain issue's, but realize they've become worse. because of medication addiction. (bodies use to always being on meds ) I really don't know what my real pain level is anymore. I know it's there, feel my RA and many other nerve issue's. I can't take it anymore i live in Florida, so all i do is worry i won't get my meds. because the drug stores don't have them lots of problems here . OOK now i have 30 8mg Suboxones, is it possible for me to withdraw from the meds. I know the pain will still be a problem, but maybe can be handled with other meds not as strong, I take some like plaquenil, neurontin etc for my pain. But the problem is my 200mg morphine sulfate . Please i welcome any advise, i want my life back, as much as is possible. I'm 50 female with 4 adult children, my 2yr old Granddaughter. I'm sure i left stuff out. Any questions please ask.. Glad to finally see a site that isn't all about getting high!!!!!!. Thank you J