Hi All,
I posted last week and can not thank you enough for all of the wonderful responses. It got me through the weekend and I wasn't as scared as I thought. Tomorrow will be my first day without taking percocet. I am so very scared. My doctor knows what is going on and that I am trying to come off. Tapering just was not an option for me - I am not good at it and there is just too much temptation. No one else knows about this. I have 2 little ones and wonder if I should tell my husband? He is unfortunately laid off right now so he can help with the kids. I plan to basically work from home for the next few days. My addiction has been to percocet 10mg for 3 years. Until January it was only a few a day and then come January I had a very tragic loss and my addiction jumped way up to about 8-10 pills a day. My doctor has but my on .5 mg klonopin, the .1 mg clonodine patch (which I put on yesterday becasue I know it takes 2 days to start to work) and also gave me ultram. I have taken the ultam before and I get absolutely no euphoric/high feeling from it - it has just helped to keep the withdrawal at bay. Any suggestions? How bad is this going to be and how long is it going to last? I am so ready to do this but also so scared.
Thank you all so much! You are all wonderful!