answer to my own question day 2 found a sub o noooooooo

[strong_woman]

well guys truth is im not more super human than anyone else.....today is worse.....omg when you are going through this i know for me that sobbing uncontrollably is the worst thing i can do.....it completely drains me i woke up sobbing like omg you have no idea....well i take that back no you do.....least some do...and then to TOP it all off. I found a sub emergeny pill i used to keep in my purse incase i left the bottle at home and was out or something.....it was an older purse and i wasnt even thinking about it.........omg you guys i am so sick and i am not going to just throw it down bc i knkow how far it will set me back even though its only a 2mg i have to go to a job fair tomorrow i have no choice what should i do? this is day 2 no subs.......should i quarter it for 2mrw just so im not uncontrollably pooping on myself while on the way to mellon arena ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the devil i see .,.,sneaky sneaky sneaky help me guys

[ForgotRomans828]

I feel your pain, (I'm only on day 6) and the gloom and sobbing was the worst for me on days 2 and 3.  Like CleanUpTime said, don't take the evildoer as it will only delay the inevitable.  Can you get your hands on a benzodiazapene to help calm your jangled nerves?  If not, go to the health food store and get some Valerian Root.  You can take anywhere between 1,000 and 1,500 mg. every 4 hours as needed.  It really helped me.
Stay strong, keep yourself distracted.  Get on YouTube and watch George Carlin or somebody who can make you laugh senseless, or get out and walk.  If you are having pretty severe diarrhea, make sure you have Immodium and use it until you are have relief.
Know that you are being lifted up by many here, and keep posting.
All my best!!!

[CleanUpTime]

I found a Vicodin on my 6th day clean and flushed it down the toilet...It was an EXTREMELY tough thing to do, but now looking back, i'm SO glad I did it...

You're on day 2 and it's tough, but hang in there...if at all possible, flush that sucker down the toilet...

good luck and keep us posted