first social activity

[ananapum]

Okay... everyone wish me luck. Today is day 3 off loritabs and I'm slopping on some makeup because in a couple hours I'm headed out for my first social activity since being clean. I'm accompanying my boyfriend to a softball game with a bunch of his coworkers. I actually feel a little worse than I did yesterday but I think it's partially because I've been sitting around feeling bad for myself all day. I'm a little nervous that I'm going to have a panic attack while I'm out but it'll only be a couple hours so I hope I'll be okay...

[ananapum]

you too!!!

[ananapum]

I feel you... I am about to leave and I realized that I don't have to bring my purse with me because I won't have to be sneaking pills!!! It sounds so simple... but I'm freakin giddy!!

[PromisedLand]

oh...and good luck and have fun!

[PromisedLand]

As I've mentioned before this afternoon, in 17 minutes I'm taking my golden out to play, then out for a nice ride...I can't wait to get out..music, etc.. Not sure I'm ready for a big social engagement..but I can't wait to get out.


Jim

[ananapum]

Damnit... I just messed up my makeup by crying. I realized that this is the first time in SIX YEARS that I will be going out without being under the influence of something!! Years ago it was cocaine and recently it was opiates... I am SOOOO excited to be here!!!!

[GA Guy]

Going outside helps me a lot too. You know, when I start the whole detox thing, I find myself clock watching a lot. Trying just to get to 1 day, 2 days, etc. Drive me crazy. Getting out helps get your mind off of things, and makes time move faster.

[lunachick]

Your going to be surprised how much you'll like going out clean..not having to worry about how many pills you have or if you will run out or "come down"..When i get clean I'm never in the house.