Hi guys I am new and have definately decided to STOP taking opiates. First, I would like to give a little history, I have been taking tabs daily for 3-4 years (2-6) 10mg daily. Then over the past two months experienced OC's regurlarly (20-80)mg snorting daily. Stopped the OC's over a week ago and have been only taking 2-3 LT 10mg per day since then.
Of course, Like many of you i started out taking for injury / migraines, and found that they helped me feel energetic and happy, and all goes down hill from there.
I currently work 70-80 hours a week as a professional, and do not believe in rehab facilities(in patient), nor d I have time to go to one. However, I am extremely committed to stopping now. I need advice on a few delimas: because I have like 15 5mg LT's and about 20 darvocets, and I do have some xanax on hand ( also I have access to 8 8mg suboxone, and roughly 120 mgs of methadone). I have read the Thomas recipe, but I am really confused on what my best option is to minimize withdrawals, lack of energy and depression based on the above. I am open advice especially from those who have been there, or anyone with medical expertise. Finally, it seems that these sickness symptoms last a lot longer than a few days as I originally thought.
1. I live in a small town where everyone knows you, so do I attempt to go to the doc?
2. I suffer severe pain in my legs and restlessness w/out tabs
3. My mind also races