Do your best to fight it off Bruce.....Trust me when I tell you that the good feeling you get is the flip side of the WD.....I'm on day 4 of who knows how many tries to quit opiates and I can't sleep, Can't eat.....I hurt from the folicales of my hair to the bottom of my feet (its cold yet Im sweating) Get the picture......and that feeling also comes from those wonderful little pills too! I could go get more and stop it all....But I know at least right now....This minute....Tonight I hate the Feeling the pills give me....You already realize you can't control them....Join the club Pal.......Just read on this board about all the poor people in various stages of addiction or recovery who will tell you the same thing.....Run....do not walk away from them if you still have a way to do it.....It may very well save your life!
Is that feeling worth the pain of withdrawals?? That feeling is not real. the euphoria is not worth the addiction, the isolation, the fear of running out, pacing counting your pills.. Is it worth it??