people who satty and help. Is t a mission?

[worried878]

many who posted looking for eagle are long timers here and giz cos they r both an intricate part of our goup..along with avisg, cathy, traycee, giz, naughty, greebs, newmgt, gtm(i miss him) hopsing was but may be off in sub land but no reason to stop as subbers welcome here and plenty need their advice,,.flmagi, dominosara.ochooked, eagle my hero, kim715, jenzinrecovery, IBKlean was a big force here when i signed on/blunt but on target and i respect what i learned from her..mandapanda, gtm...refusing bondage, meg shows up from time to time and greebs should show up more but she is now...10356, lady 67, penelope when a methadone user needs help..on the spot she is! and so is kim....
when i quit i had laurenzoo/never here again/hope she is ok...scaredofmyvikes/disapeared..gustaria who stays clean and will post from time to time...lukey?  ladyboops? old posters we here no more from..i hope they r well..i could go on and on about people i linked with that r gone somewhere

it takes really in essence a small group to keep this forum productive otherwise it would turn to poop   those posters should feel proud to stay and help as most get clean.//relapse or whatver and never back to share

My love goes out to all of you..we are special people tocontinue to help...theforum would be nothingwithout old timers..love al u guys..and giz stand up to ur place that is always reserved for u..u r part of us..call us lost, call us determined..call us gladiators......but i love the people who stay
...u bring me peace

we should all make a trip to new orleans for mardigras to eet one another

[laurel453]

néé..you're right that it can hurt if you feelt so.

but the ggod thing is that you're not inmature neither stupid, you're going through a hell and our emotions are all boiling inside and i should have known better and don't talk that way in the other post, sorry .

i've been hurt for many things and maybe the good thing here is that you can vent and nothing happens because we've been there so ...i'm the stupid now, :) pretending i can't feel hurt sometimes for the reasons yu said. it is only that i feel good now in my life and this changes how we look at the things. be positive, lisa, that you will also feel this way, ok? it's not you, it is the cleaning time and this stuff that make us feel so...

[lisa983]

it can hurt!  i know it may seem no harm to anyone. but right now, i feel alone, scared, and this is the only place that makes me feel okay..... i guess my depression today is getting the better of me. and i feel like a idiot for posting that. i worked my *** off all summer and through october and since the 31st. i have three weeks off and that does me more harm than good. when i was addicted i pulled away from everyone. so right now i have no one...  so again i screwed up.... and posted a stupied immature comment. and people like u are only making me feel worse..... so im sorry.....and i am crying now...which i hate! its gonna be a GREAT DAY.    

so just ignore me----i am a wreak today

[worried878]

geez...that is the bad things when u name names cos u cant think of them all at once...liscamdove has been here forever..and lisa u share all the time, and shell does as well..we see gator and florida guy too...Mr lucky..so many people are members here...does anyone know how many?  I was looking thru the section of members to be sure i remembered people i see post and there were zillions but most i did not know and got tired of skimming thru there.  I think lots lurk as there is no infor by their name...

[laurel453]

no, ....this can not hurt, lisa. they are not hurting any one by talking about these good things they share.

they are talking abut good things so there is no need to feel hurt or "out" of the group. at least i have felt good reading it because this stuff is what has made me stay here, yeah, i'm not here but i know i am in this forum as anybody else and this is what it matters for me :) .....giving and taking is what is forum is made of and its so good... and just try not to take it personally, we are a lot lot of people here and each one of us is trying our best,  and they are talking about some feelings they have for each other about what they have been through and i like this atmosphere...here in this thread... come on, lisa :) feel better because they are talking also about you since you are part of the forum ( the way i see it at least )

[10356]

That is respect not REAPER that is who was chasing me while addicted :) and I would like to include Gator.. Love you all.....

[liscamdave]

Don't feel hurt. Certain people help certain people. And some of the people mentioned are not old timers...Even new members can help and give advice. I still get advice and help from many....new and old....We are all here to help each other....

Don't go anywhere....there is no point...