Hi Liz... 9 days since my hopefully last ever relapse night. I haven't been to a meeting yet but I have finally a couple of days off work and will research more groups to go to. A closed group sounds amazing, just need to find one. Today I went bowling with my son and first time in at least 12 years didn't order any wine in a place with a bar. Can't say I didn't want to..Tiny steps everyday. :-) The meeting is next. I am very sure that if I do this on my own it will fail and I will end up trapped and sick again and it gets harder every time to climb out of that hole. Thank you for your message, you're amazing!
How are you dong today AugustRose,? Did you get to a meeting yet? I was once shy around people but i have to say, i never suffered from much shyness around other addicts. It's like there's this unspoken bond and respect between people in the program. There's not problem with a mixed meeting, but going to a "closed" group was a lot more beneficial for me than the open meetings. The open meetings seemed to me a bit like going to a movie, or an outing, whereas in the closed meeting I felt more involved and closer to the people. Also a great place to get a same sex sponsor.
Hope to hear you've gone to a meeting.
Hoping you're still sober One Day At A Time....
Not a one of us ever decided to have the disease of alcoholism!But we are responsible for NOT allowing it to ruin our lives!Life is one day at a time.Hope you stay with us on a daily basis if possible!:)
Thank you! Today was so hard but I kept thinking just a minute at a time. I can't believe I've brought this on myself..
Congratulations on your amazing journey. Stay strong.
I've been sober/clean 31 years now....and life is still more manageable when i break it down into one hour at a time,then the next,then the next!So many tasks we get overwhelmed with in daily living!You are taking a good first step and we are always here for you as sounding boards.....PLUS we've all been in your shoes with the drinking and the damage its caused....to ourselves!
I will let you know. I'm amazed that you took time to give me advice and share your experiences. I'm truly grateful.I will have to try a mixed sex meeting as the women only in my area is only on Saturdays when I have to work at my job but that's ok. I'm very shy around strangers but will do my best to connect with others. It may sound strange, I could possibly reach out for support to friends I already have or family but I don't want to explain myself. I've tried with my husband but he's not ready to stop with me and I can't fix him when I feel broken myself. I feel really good today, one day at a time. :-)