The first step to peace is to stop googling hiv cold turkey and the second is to not look at your body for hiv symptoms which can't exist. If you do cold turkey that for a day you should feel fine, but if not then you have hiv fixation and might need to see a therapist. There are thousands of diseases and conditions that you can ACTUALLY acquire with zero notice like cancer, so your priorities are misplaced when you obsess over hiv that you can't even get.