Thank you so much you have really helped. It so hard for me I have no one to talk to. I will really and try to find someone to help me! I thank you again you just dnt no what you have dne for me just to know there is someone out there that feels what I feel and really understands just put a new light on this and there is help out there for me!!!! Thank you so so so much!!!!! And God Bless you too!!!!
you sound exactly like i feel =) yes its anxiety..thats what it does to our minds..its a disorder]characterized by excessive, exaggerated anxiety , worry about everyday life events with no obvious reasons for worry. People with symptoms tend to always expect disaster and can't stop worrying about health, money, family, work, or school. the worry often is unrealistic or out of proportion for the situation. Daily life becomes a constant state of worry, fear, and dread. Eventually, the anxiety so dominates the person's thinking that it interferes with daily functioning, including work, school, social activities, and relationships.and although you say you dont want to be on meds..its not only the meds that we "need" to heal ..it actual therapy......and usually it takes somthing like emotional stress, trauma and stressful events, such as abuse, the death of a loved one, divorce, changing jobs or schools,etc. to start to get these symptoms..sometimes its a thyroid problem...but if your doc has checked it all..please let it be..believe your okay..i would say your next step is a psychiatrist...your md should have already recommended this..mine did 4 months agao..but i was being hard headed...didnt want ot say to people im on meds ..i see a head doc..but ive gotten to the point im just so ready to be back to me again..im tired of being a prisoner...i see mine for the first time on next thursdy ..and im excited...stepping back ive been through some really difficult things that i really had suppressed...and sometimes just talking about the deepest things inside of us can really heal us...and maybe you have things deep inside of you that need to e set free...try the meds and also set an appointment with a psychiatrist hun...your too young to live this way..i know what it feels like. good luck..and remember you can not die from anxiety or panick..dont let it control you..your not alaone here..good luck and Godbless