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Hi everyone
Sorry this is long but I need to get everything out
So iv always suffered bad anxiety as you can see from previous posts, I worry about everything and have developedbad ocd. I have seen the doctor been put on antidepressants and awaiting to see a physchiatrist.
Iv always worked part time as I want to work but with my anxiety full time was abit too much I lost my part time job due to cuts, so found ajob but was full time, I knew this was goingto be hard but took it as i was doing ok at the time. I was doing ok at first then started to take panic attacks and dread it as its long hours and a lot of pressure that fueled my anxiety then the ocd started.
Iv batlled through and got to doctors. Now its worse when make a mistake due to depression or anxiety my manager screams at me infront of everyone in the office sayin stuff like where is it you ******* idiot" "what the ucks wrong withyour memory" a few times iv cried and voice has cracked with nerves and he still keeps goin, I have noted this on a note apad dates and times and what was said on each occasion.
Then as ive been there a while they are used to me and the guy who owns the compsny also swears at me and sayssexual things like "want a shag" "I can see your ****" "im here for my employees uv been single a while you must need sex getinmy trailor ill shag you" "sending you to another company to shag a company director to get a contract"a again kept notes of this and hhave a recording of some of these not great quality but you can mAke some of it out.
I dont want to go back I already have severe anxiety and depression and feel like self harming again because of this. Wwhat do I do I need the money but am getting very sick going my necks stiff im not sleeping eatiing im 6 stone and cry most days. Please help any advice wouldhelp
Sorry this is long but I need to get everything out
So iv always suffered bad anxiety as you can see from previous posts, I worry about everything and have developedbad ocd. I have seen the doctor been put on antidepressants and awaiting to see a physchiatrist.
Iv always worked part time as I want to work but with my anxiety full time was abit too much I lost my part time job due to cuts, so found ajob but was full time, I knew this was goingto be hard but took it as i was doing ok at the time. I was doing ok at first then started to take panic attacks and dread it as its long hours and a lot of pressure that fueled my anxiety then the ocd started.
Iv batlled through and got to doctors. Now its worse when make a mistake due to depression or anxiety my manager screams at me infront of everyone in the office sayin stuff like where is it you ******* idiot" "what the ucks wrong withyour memory" a few times iv cried and voice has cracked with nerves and he still keeps goin, I have noted this on a note apad dates and times and what was said on each occasion.
Then as ive been there a while they are used to me and the guy who owns the compsny also swears at me and sayssexual things like "want a shag" "I can see your ****" "im here for my employees uv been single a while you must need sex getinmy trailor ill shag you" "sending you to another company to shag a company director to get a contract"a again kept notes of this and hhave a recording of some of these not great quality but you can mAke some of it out.
I dont want to go back I already have severe anxiety and depression and feel like self harming again because of this. Wwhat do I do I need the money but am getting very sick going my necks stiff im not sleeping eatiing im 6 stone and cry most days. Please help any advice wouldhelp
Well, I'm not sure what else to tell you then hon. Staying in that situation would make anyone a nervous wreck and upset. You need to try very hard to find a new job ASAP, or figure out a way to make it work in between jobs. Is there any family you can ask for help? Do you live on your own?
Start looking for a new job right away.
Start looking for a new job right away.
Thanks nursegirl
im back on medicine and awaiting to see my physchiatrist again as iv now developed the ocd and panic attacks are more frequent not surprising being in this job. been on meds a month now feel just the same.
wish i could just leave but i need the money just now i really dont see a way out and dont wanna harm myself im stuck i feel trapped and im gettin ill because of it. so scared i might try see my doctor tomorrow.
im back on medicine and awaiting to see my physchiatrist again as iv now developed the ocd and panic attacks are more frequent not surprising being in this job. been on meds a month now feel just the same.
wish i could just leave but i need the money just now i really dont see a way out and dont wanna harm myself im stuck i feel trapped and im gettin ill because of it. so scared i might try see my doctor tomorrow.
Well, hon....what you're describing is not acceptable and would make ANYONE uncomfortable, anxiety or not. You need to leave the job ASAP...not even returning, in my opinion. There are plenty of other jobs in the world to put up with that nonsense. Even if you have to get two jobs, no one deserves to be treated like that.
Definitely scrap the job.
What are you doing to work on your OCD and anxiety? Are you in therapy? On any medications? You need to keep up with your professional help to try to keep these conditions managed. Best of luck to you. Hope you find a new job that you really like.
Definitely scrap the job.
What are you doing to work on your OCD and anxiety? Are you in therapy? On any medications? You need to keep up with your professional help to try to keep these conditions managed. Best of luck to you. Hope you find a new job that you really like.
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