Do you have a psychologist to talk this out with? If not, you should think about getting one soon. They have the qualification to diagnose you and recommend proper treatment. I don't think, as was noted above, that this describes OCD, which is something different, but if as you say you're hearing voices it's time to see a professional. Good luck.
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hello ni am sorry u are going through this i myself suffer from anxiety,social anxiety, personality disorder, poss. deprest. i think that u should most def. go admit yourself for further test, watching. there is nothing wrong with that. u are more noble for wanting to get help and noticing these out of normal symptoms. hope you are ok, but if there is something going on it is ok. there are meds that can help you. i started taking meds and after trial and error on a lot of different meds..we came up with the rt combination so far{ me and my doctor} just please dont think this will end you. your family should be there for u. im sorry ...i dont knw u home life, but i cant see parents not being there no matter what for there child
I can't formally diagnose you on the forum, only a psychologist can do that, but it sounds like you have OCD that is causing anxiety. You may want to pop on over to the OCD forum and post your question there. I will have more time to answer in a while on the other forum. JGF