I am constantly worried. Let’s look at my last most recent examples.
I felt pains in my stomach, they became very real and very rapid. I went to my doctor, he felt around, issues ultrasounds, and apparently I’m completely healthy. The pains went away when I found something new to worry about.
I made a mistake, hooked up with a girl, and then thought she would be pregnant for sure, EVERY DAY I stressed about the fact, and had her send me pregnancy tests once a month for months.
Then in the new year I thought I got some sort of STD, and after 2 urine cultures, 2 months apart, apparently I was wrong about that too (just like my stomach pains, and the pregnant girl)
And now I am full of HIV fears after a one thing that is considering to be “low/no risk”.
My doctor tried me on Effexor (I hated it and stopped), and Clozpaman, they weren’t so bad but I don’t think they were strong enough and didn’t do enough for me.
My worry makes me lose sleep, I can’t enjoy day to day life, and I always feel like the worse is abou but I come or happen, but it hasn’t yet and I’ve spent so much time convincing myself it is that I’ve wasted 1-2 years I could of enjoyed in peace.