Last night was rough, had to fight hard not to pass out. I'm sick and tired of this. I always feel lightheaded, foggy at times, off-balance, with occasional dizzy spell so heavy that I feel like I'm gonna pass out. I've never been officially diagnosed with anxiety, depression or panick disorder eventhough my GP prescribed me Wellbutrin which I never took, cause the side effect is Dizziness.
I figured heck I'm dizzy as it is and I'm trying to figure out the cause, so why adding more pieces to the puzzle. I know I'm under a lot of stress. It all started 3 years ago when I passed out at the check out line. Squad came checked me, minute later I was good enough to go home. Saw my GP next day, run a few tests, did a cat scan all came out neg. 3 days later at work, I started feeling dizzy again, couldn't breathe, felt like I was gonna pass out, called the squad again, checked me and minute later I was feeling ok again.
So I decided ok enough is enough, I drove myself to the hospital all shaky and all. I was admitted and a million tests later all came out negative. They sent me home next day with diagnosis " Dehydration".
Well that was the beginning of my climb to calvary, my life has been h#*l eversince. I can't go to the big box store without running out a few minutes later. I can't stand in check out line without feeling I'm gonna pass out. I don't go out unless I really have too, like work and short trips here and there. I become heat intolerant, exercise intolerant, I have horrible nightmares most nights, and I wake up with my heart racing. Numerous time I have to pull over when driving cause I feel faint.
I'm seeing a neurologist mid oct, for I'm affraid there may be some wrong with my head. I just want it to stop, I just wanna be normal again. I actually wish my docs would come out flat and say you have anxiety problems. I'm left guessing. I'm thinking of going to see a pychologist. I'm writing this and those dizzy spells are coming and going.
I'm sick of it all, I cant stand the fogginess, the unreal space out feeling, the fainting feeling, the dizziness, the floaty off-balance feeling when I walk, the smothering feeling, the impemding doom. Sorry I was so long... Does anybody ever feel like this or is it just me? Is that what anxiety and panick disorder are like?