Sorry I" messed up- the comment I posted should have been for you and not Rebekah232- sorry, I new at this...
Hi Rebeckah232,
It sounds like you have some things you are struggling with- have you talked to your parents about this? or a sister or brother?
Things always look better after you've shared your problems with someone- keeping things to ourselves sets us up for only listening to ourselves...I bet there are other grade nines out there feeling like you do some days--- sometimes there are ways that a doctor can help with these things, and you could be feeling better soon-- don't wait too long to talk with someone close to you, who loves you and has your best interests at heart- if this is not your family, do you have a youth leader or pastor you can talk to?
14 is a tough age- hormones are raging around your body- things are changing-- highschool, new friends, new teachers--my heart goes out to you- do something nice for yourself today, something you really like doing-- You are so special and full of potential- believe that!!
God bless you Rebekah
school is very hard for most people, you sound a bit depressed. Sit down and ask yourself what activities you like. I regret not joining teams in high school, it's a great way to meet people. Hang in there, you will find your way out of this. Even if you try out for a team and fail, it is a great way to learn how to handle rejection, these are all life lessons.
what do you mean by ill. ill is a small word but it has many meanings. explain your symptoms an we will be ableto help you