Yah - I'd say it's time for some outside help. Therapy may be suggested as part of your treatment program. I'd jump on that for sure. It can help you in all sorts of ways.
Wishing you good things :)
Thanks boogieman and mammo for your advice and kind words, i will definately get a professional opinion at some point as youve both suggested
i really do appreciate the time you took out to help me
thanks again,
Phil
It could be social anxiety, paranoia, or depression causing you to lose interest in everything. Only a professional can diagnose exactly what is wrong. There is lots of help with therapy and medications, and you need to take advantage of this so that you can get your life back. Sometimes you will find out thru therapy what is the root of this, and be able to deal with it and move on. But often we never know and must take medication to live a normal life. These should be some of the best times of your life, don't miss them. Take care...
Hello. Your symptoms may indicate an anxiety disorder, but you should get a professional evaluation. These things can have both physical and psychological causes. I have similar feelings when talking to others one on one, even though I know they are irrational. I've also been playing guitar 20 + years, and it is usually therapeutic as it gives me release and a focus. Keep in touch and know you're not alone. Take care, GM