I completely understand about anti-epileptic drugs causing one to feel very much like a zombie! Oh my golly goodness! I hope you are soon able to find a balance between pain-free and non-zombie.
Hey all! I was doing better, but Neurontin, then Lyrica, are taking me for a ride! Sorry I haven't been writing much. They're great for pain, and seem to slow down the tachy, but I'm such a zombie! Hopefully I can find a good dose and be back here soon
Last year was a difficult year for me. Despite having Dysautonomia for more than half of my life at this point, I don't think I've ever had so many medication changes in a single year as I did in 2009. So, I'm hoping that 2010 will be an excellent year for our entire community!
Like Heiferly, if I look at my life more critically, I can't really say that I've magically developed an autonomic nervous system that can actually handle some of the simple everyday tasks that I would like to be able to accomplish on my own. On the other hand, I think my medication regime has improved. So I too am feeling optimistic about 2010.
I'm actually laughing at my self on this one. I know for sure that last winter I had remarked on some things that I was unable to do that I had been capable of the winter before that. Other than the fact that I haven't magically regained the ability to do those things (being able to scrape all the snow off the car without fainting or setting off a horrid cascade of symptoms? was that really ONLY two winters ago??), I really can't recall enough to say how things have changed over the past year. Perhaps that should be a vote for the memory slipping further, since last year I *could* put my finger on at least one concrete change.
I will say that I feel very OPTIMISTIC about my progress in cardiac rehab, even though I'm not very far into it yet. It seems to be going well.