Omg thanks for answering this, but I am by no means a good person but, i did turn my life over to god about two months ago and ever since then there has been something or someone in my mind saying blashphemous stuff like F the lord ( i am so appauled and disgusted at myself that i even thought dying would b better then this or i begged god to give me a stroke or something so i could forget the blashphemy) I AM SO ASHAMED AND BEG OF UR HEL[! I thought once i turned myself to god all things would be great it seems life is harder and things that never happened before are happening now and not for the good!
Omg thanks for answering this, but I am by no means a good person but, i did turn my life over to god about two months ago and ever since then there has been something or someone in my mind saying blashphemous stuff like F the lord ( i am so appauled and disgusted at myself that i even thought dying would b better then this or i begged god to give me a stroke or something so i could forget the blashphemy) I AM SO ASHAMED AND BEG OF UR HEL[! I thought once i turned myself to god all things would be great it seems life is harder and things that never happened before are happening now and not for the good!
Hi since I dad my daughter in 2001 I hear voices saying bad to jesus to me and my family I can't control my mind speaks worst about god I'm scared because is everyday constantly I pray sometimes and ask jesus to forgive me. I feel free sometimes then it comes back I feel that my voice is a demon who wants me to go into destruction I want to belong to jesus forever
I have always been "special"..well thats what I would call it. I have never heard voices in my head but I have seen ghosts and I can walk into any house and the first two steps in the door, I would be able to tell you if the house was haunted my good spirits or bad. Your situation is quite different. I think that people who have the ability to see things or hear things makes you special. The spirits are reaching out to you because they picked you to help them. I love god...and I love jesus and I'm a truly lovable person. I have a family, but I have a gift a sixth sense. I am not ashamed of it.I live for it.
This happens more often than you probably realize. I agree with the above poster. You need to learn about spiritual warfare. I suggest you buy a few books on it to help you. Also read Ephesians 6:10-17 and practice putting on the full armor of God like the above poster mentioned.
I had this happen shortly after I became a follower of Jesus. I had to learn to renew my mind with the Word of God and looked up all kinds of scriptures to help me and would quote them in my head or out loud. The Word is our Sword and prayer is our shield.
I suggest you talk with your pastor and ask for help and prayers and buy some books on spiritual warfare. I think it would help. You don't have to be afraid. There is help and hope. We have an enemy but God is more powerful. You can be victorious because that's what God's will is. We just have to learn how to stand firm and fight this battle.
If you'd like to talk more on this subject, please feel free to send me a pm. Take care & God bless! You are not alone. :)
Dear Delana,
Gods word tells us to put on the helmet of salvation, a helmet protects our head, we are also told to renew our minds through Gods word. I used to not only hear things un-godly, I also saw things, ghostly figures and such. I would cry out to Jesus to help me and there would be immediate relief but they would come back time and time again. It was not until God's mercy showed me that I was a sinner in need of a savior and I repented of my sins ,and asked the Lord Jesus to be my saviour did all of the voices and visions stop for good. You said that you "were a good person", what you don't realize is no you are not. No one is! "All have sinned and come short of the glory of God, there is none righteous no not one". Let me ask you something, have you ever stolen anything in your life even if it was a pencil or some penny candy? If you have then what would that make you? A thief. Have you ever lied? What would that make you? A liar. And God said that all liars will have their part in hell. Now what do we do ? We confess our sins to God and we repent(turn away from) of our sins. We can never do enough good works to make up for our sins. NEVER! The Good News is that Jesus Christ already paid the price for our sins on the cross. We must throw ourselves humbly at the mercy seat of God. God says "those who come to me I will in no wise cast out".