Well, I've been depressed for a very long time. I'm going through troubles with my mom and dad, but my dad is currently not living with us and I haven't seen him for a while, I don't mean to brag but I know I'm not the only one with problems, I just miss having a full family and I know my dad doesn't love me enough to do that since he's been giving us trouble.. I've been through alot, moving schools and to different houses leaving people and pets behind, refuges etc..I've been picked on ever since I could remember, pushed around like i'm dirt, teased like I have no feelings, it seems wherever I go bad luck follows. I hate school and I hate people, I don't like working and school feels like its a prison.I've gotten used to animals because I know that they can't judge me and that they love me for me, I've grown attached and my mum always calls me different and that I'm weird.. It's really weird because every time I end up having an animal or something that I love ends up disappearing completely! I keep them no longer than half a year( like only 4-5 months max..), and I get extremely upset. Recently my dog was stolen from me without me knowing until I got home from school, I loved him very much and I'm trying so hard to find him. But people keep putting me down, telling me he'll never be found. Its hard to deal with everything and I'm suffering every single day, I'm scared to share my story with others, but I actually did it online, I guess that's okay? I need some advice please.