NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

[MARIEALICE35]

I CANT FIND A THERAPIST AND I AM DEPRESSED ALL THE TIME.  I JUST I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO TALK TO.  SOMEONE TO HELP ME THROUGH TOUGH DECISIONS. I AM ALWAYS ALONE. I GOT KIDS BUT I CANT TALK TO THEM ABOUT THIS. MY BOYFRIEND IS TIRED OF TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT.

[soregretfull]

i'm feeling exactly the same way

[jrmcjpm]

y can't you find a therapist?
whats going on? talk to me...i'm listening....

[Venora Moonwind]

HeyI am here. you can talk to me any time you want .I will listen.just message me any time.
Love Venora

[John_W]

Hey if you need someone to talk to don't hesitate to ask. All of us have our own problems, but are always willing and able to help another person. So just message one of us.

[John_W]

Hey if you need someone to talk to don't hesitate to ask. All of us have our own problems, but are always willing and able to help another person. So just message one of us.

[jerbear01]

There are plenty of us here who understand and want to be here for you. You are not alone. Don't give up. I have seen you try to help others in this forum and that says a lot about you. Keep your faith strong. You know He will guide you if you let Him.

[fez11]

hello is there anyone on line who want s to chat at this time?

[concern293]

I DONT KNOW YOUR SITUATION BUT I CAN GIVE YOU A ADVICE SOMETIMES I FEEL THE SAME WAY ALONE AND SEEKING HELP AND THE DOORS ARE CLOSED ON ME. BUT WHAT I DO AT TIMES IS JUST PRAY AND LET EVERYTHING THATS HURTING ME INSIDE TO GOD. CAUSE HE IS A GOOD LISTONER I KNOW CUZ MY MOTHER SHED SO MANY TEARS AND GOD HAS HEARD HER

[LeftCoastChick]

You might want to look at when the original poster posted, and ps. can you not use caps?

[stevensbrian94]

i have sever depression due to the fact of my child hood life, one of my parents was a gambler we lost a house due to the fact of his addiction. i am a loner my brother got all the attention hes my younger brother and me i got shoved aside.when i was in high school i had to do all my homework myself with out any help i was in special education due to the fact i was in jr high the teacher wasnt able to help me out when i stay after school so they talked to my parents about putting me back in special ed. now i am adult and i am going to college online and i am doing really well with it. but my family on my father side is not accepting of me being gay. i know that its not acceptable here in nebraska i was in a abusive relationship with my ex wife who your to beat me all the ime hit on me she weight about 300lbs and sat on me. i have a doctor that i see on a monthly basises as well. and am gonna open up to her more about my situration. i wish someone is out there that will listen to me i lash out on my partner mentally to him  like yelling at him and i dont me to do it i would like to chat with someone here who has the same problems as i do . if u are out there hit me up i am on yahoo messager here is my screen name ***@**** i just hope someone can talk to me please help and talk to me i really have screwed up family. i have a cousin in desmoises iowa is in a group home due to the fact she was sexaully assulted be her step dad when she was younger. email me or fined me on yahoo messager thanks and let me know who u are and that u want to chat to me about my depression thanks for your help

[stevensbrian94]

here is my screen name again stevensbrian94

[stevensbrian94]

can anyone help me out with my depression i was dignosis with adhd and bipolar disorder i need to chat with someone i hope u can relate to me some how please look me up on yahoo messager stevensbrian94

[alicat007]

Look at people's profiles and see what they are feeling and see is someone hits a cord with you and your situation. Leave them a post and see what happens from there. People are here to help you and be there as a shoulder to lean on and vent off of but we can only help if you are honest. I came from a bad home too~but I learned I have to open if I want the same thing from others. Good Luck

[Popo__]

I know how youu feel, and I will listen to you, it's terrible to feel this way all the time.  It hurts so much, and its so overwelming.

[ntreacle]

My husband died suddenly in February and now I'm a single mom of two. My mom's living with me but now it's causing problems with my in laws, who don't like my parents. My sis-in-law is telling me that my parents have to accept that her parents don't like them, but will be civil. Why should my parents have to accept that when they are willing to bend over backwards to make my in laws feel comfortable? My mom-in-law is still holding a grudge against my mom from early March when I was in the hospital and my Mom wants her to feel comfortable but I can't ask my mom to give stuff up for my in laws. People tell me I'm not stuck in the middle, but I am. I don't want to kill myself, but if something doesn't change, I'm thinking about it. And if I tell anyone I know, they'll freak out. I'm tired of being watched, I'm tired of being worried about, I'm tired of other people's problems being my own, I'm tired of the whole world. I just want to lock myself in my room. Or if the world would just end, that would suit me just fine, too.
I don't necessarily need anyone to talk to, I just wanted to dump my emotions to anyone who isn't related to me or knows me personally.

[kez19821982]

for as long as i can remember i go thru a routine of being perfectly fine for a few months and then drop suddenly feeling worthless for atleast a week or two, i can remember being about 12 and cutting my wrists not to kill myself but because i felt nothing and wanted to experience what it would be like to die. i seem to other ppl to be wonderfuly happy and bubbly but it feels like i have two of me. i am not crazy i can control my thoughts and realise consequences. i can recall on quite a few occasions where i have hurt myself to get out of things the most recent was about 3 months ago. i dont want to tell anyone because its stupid and it passes within a week or two and i would feel silly to tell ppl and then look like a mental case when i feel better in a few weeks. i own my own home and have a wonderful girlfriend who if she knew would freak out and i dont want to hurt her.i am quite low at the moment and normally only think about killing myself in a non-serious way but sometimes i would if i didnt have guilt for leaving my partner on her own.

[Ellis1967]

I feel like crap, so low. I can't cope with everyday normal family problems and since I thought I didn't need my tablets I have been feeling even more emotional. I would just like somebody to talk to.

[M4Y0U]

I happen to actually have a lot of time to dedicate to help MedHelp users. I have many tips for depression. I have a good understanding of psychology that i got from video/audio lectures from from the MIT OCW 9.00 Introduction to Psychology, MIT OCW 9.01 Neuroscience and Behavior and psychology books and i usually respond fast so feel free to send me a private message if you feel the need.

Please consider that I am not a therapist and in no way i can replace the hard work of a qualified therapist you happen to see in person and talk to rather than write or chat to but i offer this help as friendly support.

Best regards,
M4

[heartu]

I have been goin through depression a lot. And it feels like I have on one to talk to. I feel as though none of my family or friends will understand me. Can someone please help me

[heyjude1]

Hi.  We are all willing to talk with you and do our best to understand what you are feeling...we are not therapist here but we care.  It is hard for someone to understand another's feelings if they have not been "where you are".  Please feel free to send me a message anytime, I will do my best to listen and relate.  God Bless, Hey Jude.

[barefoot21]

Hi,

I just wish I had someone to talk with,  I can't seem to get in a good mood, motivation is not happening.  
I am disabled and home alone a lot.  My husband is around but he is working and I really need to talk with someone who has some times for me.  April will be 5 years since I drove anywhere.  I can't walk no more than a few feet at a time.  So I cannot go for walks or anything like that.  I try reading novels and I do enjoy my books, and I am crocheting Christmas gift already cause it makes me feel good to give things I made to family.  But you can only do that so much too.

Well there is a little bit about me,
I feel stupid writing this to anyone, I know I am lucky and have a beautiful husband and kids.  Don't know why I am so depressed.  I do take antidepressants everyday.  I am 47 and been disabled since I was 37.

Well tx for your time,
barefoot21

[Mom2four85]

I am so sorry to hear we're all going through the same thing.  

I thought the way I was feeling after I started getting extremely sick last year would go away, but it hasn't it's only gotten worse.  It's been so much at times I tell my husband I wish the dr's would have let me die during my surgery instead of bringing me back.

I wrote this whole long thing in my journal then feel bad because others have it so much worse than I do, but I just don't know how much more I can handle.

I can't go to the doctor or get meds again until June because our insurance messed up our policy and my deductible started over and now I owe $6,000 instead of $3,000; and I have a ton of stuff I've been going to drs for and now can't get treated unless I pay everything.  I can't walk or exercise because of my heart & other health problems, besides I'm just too tired and sick to even want to.  I used to craft quite a bit in my spare time, but I can't concentrate enough to even pull together a project to start.

I'm angry, irritable and can't stand to even be around myself most of the time, why would my family and friends want to.  I've asked myself why me so many times in the past months I can't count, I had enough on my plate before now all this just overwhelms me.

[ashamed28]

i am 24 and have been in bed for the last 2 days as i could not face getting up, i punish myself over the smallest things for days i feel so guilty and can't seem to stop, i feel really down for no reason and i cry through self hate. i feel like i'm never good enough but mostly i feel so ashamed for feeling like this. i don't know whats wrong with me and i'm too embarrassed to tell anyone or ask for help. can anyone help me...

[thywillbedone]

Dear Ellis,
please take this advice,firstly its been 5 months since you posted your comment so i don't know if your recovered or still enduring your depressive symptoms,i hope and Pray to God,that this message will find you fully recovered,if not then DONT BE AFRAID, sorry to say you made the biggest mistake when you stopped your medication,i started suffering dep.. in 1997,i took seroxat for approx 6-7 months,and had just split up with the phsyco maniac tha caused my depression,and i felt re born,like i'd been in a dark tunnel all these years,but then i made friends.went to bars everyday and not carry my med with me,and very often my friend would tell me to sleep over and i did ,and i noticed that the less tabs i took ,the better i felt,so i stopped taking them,in the same week i met a student for phsyciatry who warned me to get back on them asap,or i'll have a huge relapse that would be much harder toget out of....well i ignored what he said,and went off to Australia my home country just for a holiday BUT 3 weeks later i had a relapse just as the dr had said and spent most of my holiday in bed or another world...i am telling you this not to scare you,but if your still suffering these symptoms have they been diagnosed???? are you back on med for it???? never stop taking medication without dr'd permission ,unless theyre bad side affects,ohh and i now suffer chronic depresion.bipolar disorder,obsessive compulsive disorder,extreme panick attaks and anxiety,which have lead to FIBROMIALGIA and EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY,THIS DOES NOT MEAN THATS WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPN TO YOU.....IM WARNING YOU TO BE CAREFULL SO YOU DONT END UP LIKE ME.... OHH AND IN THE MEATIME THE LOVE OF MY LIFE COMMITED SUICIDE,AND I JUST GO HYSTERICAL WHEN I THINK OR DREAM ABOUT HIM,I WANT HIM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL THE BEST WITH YR HEALTH MAY GOD WATCH OVER YOU......