Was I depressed

[sad_now_happy]

I went to a small primary school. Everybody new everybody. Anyway I was friends with someone for a few years until on of her other friends who I didn't know was in our class that year she pretty much ignored me her friend didn't like me and would tease me as well as this other person who was friends wit the new person. So I swapped friendship groups a few times but being in a small school there were only so many times I could swap and It was a combined year class so 2 yrs of hell for me . sadly in the next two years I was put in the same class as my old friend and her new friend . None of my new friends were in my new class. Everything at my school seemed to be done in pairs and as a trio it didn't work out and I always was on my own or with someone I didn't like but mostly on my own:( . On top of that they would tease me . This was also a combined year class so 2yrs again. Halfway through the first year I made friends with another girl but she left at the end of the year leaving me again to be alone. I could survive the year knowing I was going to highschool next year where I could get away from all of them and make new friends. but towards the end of the year they began to run away and hide everytime I turned my back I would spend the whole hour of my lunch time searching for them. Then the started hiding from me before school I eventually gave up and stopped looking for them. I would sit by myself or with someone else I knew. eventually I confronted them they denied it until our teacher who had overheard our coversation told them that it was true they stopped but this was only after months of torture and with about 2wks till the end of primary school. In the last yr oof primary school whenever I was talking ro anyone about anything I would just start crying especialy when I talked to my so called friends It happend all the time and they would ask me what was wrong I would say nothing but It would make me angry that they would ask me that when they were the ones causing all my pain. What was even worse was they would laugh when they teased me they thought it was funny when I was dieing inside . It hurt that they were to stupid to realise how much pain they were causing me and when I told them denied it didn't care its hard to even type this but I thought I would because there is probably someone out there who is going through the same thing if you are you just need to know that you can get through it . But can someone tell me whether crying when talking about random things a sign of depression like you are trying to control your sadness but it becomes to much and you can't hold it back. I know Its not nearly as bad as some peoples live but it was very hard for me

[4Maddie44]

If you are happy, as your name suggests, I wouldn't worry if you were depressed at school.  How are you now?  Do you think you have got depression.  We all cry at emotional things, but it does not necessarily
mean we are depressed.  Depression is so much more than crying.  Some people with depression  do n ot even cry.

Why are you so worried about this now?  Do you need help?

[AngieWay14]

I think what happened was those 'friends' of yours were making you upset. You were stressing out and not getting why they were being b*****. I dont think you were depressed...at the worst you couldve had clinical depression but that does go away. Hopefully this makes sense....i cant always type what i want to say. Feel better!

[GrowTaller]

Depression is a very bad things, So don't depress, it will be harmful to your body, please keep free to your mind in every time, Its the medicine of depression.