I am so sorry that this has happened to you. I can't imagine someone not understanding your desire to have a baby! Have you thought about adoption? My son is able to have children but won't due to an hereditary disease that took his dad, brother, nephew and father, so I know what this does to one. He loves kids. He looks at his 3 dogs like they're his children, it's the best he can do. I truly feel therapy would help you a lot, and you would learn coping skills. Have you thought of volunteering in areas that would put you with children or would that make it worse for you? I think you would be great at mentoring children, or as a Big Sister, etc. I think there are big plans for you, and you may not see it now, but we all serve a purpose. I've been thru therapy and it helped a lot. As sad as you are, you need to find a passion, and get your life back, where you can be happy. Therapy can help you to do this. I wish I had more to offer, it just seems so unfair! We will talk to you about it, so if it helps, stay with us during your journey. Sometimes having people to talk with or just vent to, helps a lot. We're always here.....take care.
Talking is fantastic and to have a therapist can be a great help. They are there for you, you dont' have to worry about upsetting them, about what they have to say, you share and they help.