I'm 19 and have been epileptic for 6 years, I have tried a variety of medications including keppra (giving me suicidal tendencies) and a couple of others which didn't control seizures. I have always been on Lamictal, which is slowly being increased after any fits or 'episodes' until the right dose for me is reached, in conjunction with this I also take Ethisuxomide, a drug that has worked well in controlling my absences. I HATE being epileptic, as I cannot drive and full fill the career path I wish to take. I wanted to sign up to these forums to welcome any questions on lamotrogine, share any stories or side effects as I know myself it's a little hard for other people who don't have epilepsy to understand how it can effect you from time to time! However my question to others is... Does epilepsy as you get older slowly get worse? As I know each seizure kills more brain cells?