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A rude awakening
Someone please tell me something. If anyone can remeber me and my background passage after passage, questions after questions. I lost 3 babies during mc. My best friend is also having a baby if anyone can remember me in Novemeber, the same time my baby was suppossed to be here. Her baby shower was yesterday, I was happy for her and her DH, but I felt uneasy, the entire time. I need to mention I'm the baby's god mother. When I returned home I was sad, angry, hurting, crying. To my surprised I also found out I don't want to wait anymore I want to ttc now at this moment in my life, to fullfill this empty feeling I have inside. Only to find out my husband who I adore and love soo much don't want to try right now. Come to find out he never did, even with the last 3 babies we lost, I ask was he ready then, he replied it happened, he would just have to deal with it. Why he just didn't tell me then how he felt, why wasn't he honest with me up front, How come I didn't see it. I'm sitting here now as I talk to your crying my eyes out, I don't know what to do, I feel like I need to get away from everything, I've been so stressed, I was diagnoised with an stomach ulcer, how do I deal with all this right now. The pain of it all, Why do I feel as though I'm being punished.
I keep praying and praying but I'm losing faith.
Someone please talk to me, tell me something.
I keep praying and praying but I'm losing faith.
Someone please talk to me, tell me something.
NEONA- i lost 2 this past year and know just how you feel. you need to take it day by day. have you had the MC testing run to make sure it is not due to something simple?
2008 couldn't end any faster, 3 babies were suppossed to been born this year, each time the suppossed due date approaches it hurts
Neona
I am sorry you are going through this. I know it's an emotional roller coaster ride, believe me. Maybe just maybe your DH was just saying all this so that he doesn't get his hopes up (or yours) after all the two of you have been through. Guys are like that sometimes. Just relax ( I know that's hard) and take things one day at a time. I know that you and DH will work this out and you will get through this. Remember it is like a roller coaster ride there's ups and downs in the process but it will slow down and everything will be okay. Just keep hanging on... Hang in there & try to relax & feel better! ~~~HUGS~~~
I am sorry you are going through this. I know it's an emotional roller coaster ride, believe me. Maybe just maybe your DH was just saying all this so that he doesn't get his hopes up (or yours) after all the two of you have been through. Guys are like that sometimes. Just relax ( I know that's hard) and take things one day at a time. I know that you and DH will work this out and you will get through this. Remember it is like a roller coaster ride there's ups and downs in the process but it will slow down and everything will be okay. Just keep hanging on... Hang in there & try to relax & feel better! ~~~HUGS~~~
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