SO Sorry about that last post, i was just REALLY angry and i know none of you care about that stuff........=X
GGGGRRRRRRRRRR need to vent.....sorry if it is TMI.....so how many of you have a husband that jokes around about how the oral sex on your part has slowed down since the dating days? (hopefully im not the only one =X ) my husband makes stupid jokes about it all the time, well im usually in the mood for that for whatever reason when im in the shower (which is truly odd since i feel fat and ugly and why would i want him near me while im in the shower surrounded my mirrors?) anyway, EVERY time i take a shower when he is in the house (not in the garage working on one of the vehicles) and i SAY im taking a shower and he CONTINUES to sit on the computer the entire half an hour im in there waiting (literally just standing there, clean, washed hair, etc.) and then get out and SAY the next time i take a shower, i would like it if you join me. and he ALWAYS says, well i thought or i figured you wanted to be alone! if thats the case WHY DO I SAY IT AFTER EVERY SHOWER and WHY DO I MAKE THE COMMENT, IM GOING TO SHOWER NOW?????????? which i usually follow with some kind of sexual comment. he has no idea what he would have gotten but yet tends to forget about it every time i shower but is so quick to make jokes about it!!!! WTF!!!!! tonight i got out of the shower, dripping wet, soap and shampoo and all, came into the office and yelled, SERIOUSLY? no joke at least 5 minutes later he comes in and says, What? so i said it would be nice to have you join me (of course with attitude) where did he go, to the computer. so when i got out i let him have it and told him i better not hear another comment about what i DONT do because he doesnt take the opportunity when it arrives anyway!! i then told him i was going to go sit on the computer before it flies away apparently!!!! oh im so mad!!! sorry i know its probably TMI but i really needed to vent where someone will see it!!!
Hope I didn't step on any toes at UCLA :).
Jen,
I'm sorry about the 3 weeks delay but I'm sure it will be for the best.
You are lucky you will not have to do lupron anymore..its a nasty medication!!!!
Glad to have you back!
Sav - you crack my shite up! I am definitely your kind of gf! Although instead of a book, I really think you should consider writing a screenplay! You could write a bomb movie! I would totally hit it up. To answer your question, I am starting a geriatric neuropsychology practice in LA. I just finished a fellowship and am fully licensed now so the motivation to make some $ is kicking in! Maybe you posted already and I just didnt see it, but what is your fertility plan for this cycle?
Krista - I'm so excited for you to start your cycle! And you definitely would NOT be giving me dirtly looks at the pool. Just the other day some woman asked me when my due date was! And the week before that, some lady at the mall asked me if I was interested in PLUS size modeling! Pretty sure you don't have to worry about me looking hot in a bikini. In fact, this summer I have come to appreciate the bathing suit with the skirt. Yea, thats right. I pass it off like I am a 60's pinup girl and its the totally cool thing to do.
Miky - I'm so sorry about the BFN. I know the feeling as well. I'm glad you are looking forward to next fresh cycle. You've got an incredibly positive outlook and I love that about you! Your RE sounds like an amazing woman. You are lucky to have found her!
Kele - remind me...did you do IVF and how many did you transfer?
Amberlee - 13 weeks? Gosh, time flies!!
Glenda - I loved the joke! I work at UCLA so it was even funnier!
Sam - it looks like we will be cycle buddies...
Bad news today at the RE for me. He cancelled my cycle. I only had 5 follies and none were very big. He thinks I am super sensitive to the Lupron and wants to start fresh without it. For those of you who didn't know me earlier in the year, I did 4 IUI cycles with Follistim and was a follie factory - producing about 8 each time. Then when I started doing Lupron with my cycles for IVF in May, my follie count went way down. I was bummed about the plan but would rather go into the cycle with the best possible chances. I guess I feel like maybe it was meant to be...with the practice and all. I don't know. I don't question things that are meant to be, so I'm goin with the flow! So now I am starting BCP tonite for 2 weeks; should get AF around the 21st and will start stims a couple days later. Retrieval is now re-scheduled for around Sept 6th. Not too bad - only a 3 week delay. I've had worse, right?!?!
hey hey now, ill be 13 weeks day after tomorrow, i dont wanna go backwards here =)