Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers...I need a lot of them right now. I am in such a dark place. I am getting help, I saw a psychologist who does therapy with people who are recieving treatment in the hospital and he referred me to a psychiatrist who he works with to go over possible medications I might be interested in taking. He suggested Zoloft for the depression, anxiety, and OCD (obsessive, disturbing thoughts). I think I am going to try the medication along with therapy and see if it makes me feel any better. Does anyone have any experience taking antidepressents? I am a little nervous.
I never even saw this coming...it was like I woke up one day and literally "cracked up". It's crazy how our minds work. I guess I can take the next year getting my mental health back before I can think about becoming a mommy. The doctor said he would give us clearance to try again 6 months after my HCG goes to 0, but I figure we'll just try agin when I feel better. Just when you think the worst happened?!?!?
Let me know if you would prefer I didn't post here. I'm a little out of the TTC mind frame for now, but it is something that will keep me going.
ohh.. and what is femara like? How does it compare to Clomid. I took two cycles of Clomid (1 on 50mg and the other 100mg, CD 3-7). When I take the Femara it will be CD 3-7 (2 pills per days each being 2.5mg). Is that a common dosage?
luvkayln- I am super excited for you! I am glad you are responding well to the injections. Good luck with the trigger tmw. Do the injections hurt? We may be looking into that in the coming cycles...
ALL - Thank you for you support last week during my surgery. I am finally feeling half way o.k. I started taking my Metformin again Friday. It made me really sick Saturday and Sunday. I think it was from where I didn't take it all for 5 days, then when I started taking it again I went back to the 3 a day. So, Sunday.. I only took 1. I felt fine today. So, I think I am going to ease back into it... take 1 tonight... maybe 2 for a few nights.. and so on. Do you think that is o.k? Last Monday, during my pre-op appt. my RE gave me a perscription for Femara to take this coming cycle. I was on BC.. last pill was Saturday.. so AF should be here tmw or so. However, I am still bleeding from the surgery. So, I am having a hard time telling if it's my AF or not. Plus, I think I remember RE telling my in recovery to not take the meds. after all this cycle due to the surgery being soooo invasive. I really should just call them tmw, huh? Anyway, I go in Friday for my post-op appt. Even if I can't take the femara this cycle.. I am excited. You never know what that little cleaning out could do... : )
Stacey- Thanks! I hope it works for me too! :) I'm ready to make Kayln a big sister!!! :) And yes, I love how quick my cycles go with these injections!! Even if this cycle doesn't work, I've got 3 cycles worth of meds sitting in my fridge right now! At least I know this stuff works, and hopefully it does the trick for us!
Mommyin09- Thanks! I'm super excited too! :) I'll be crossing my fingers that you get your +ve opk by Wednesday so we can have our iui's together! Is dh feeling better? I hope so!
Luvkayln - That is great!! Don't you love how fast the injections make your cycle go? I would always trigger around day 12...13 at the latest. You will absolutely get at least one baby. Get ready to be a mommy!! (you said that to me and it brought me a ton of luck!!)
Mommyin09 - Good luck with your u/s tomorrow!!! I am sending good follie vibes your way! And that makes sense about the sauerkraut. I had no idea it was part of a New Year tradition!
Dnikki - Follies rupturing on both sides are definitely a great sign. Good luck!!! The tww will fly by. Sorry I don't know about the swimmers - my assumption is that it means both good motility and morphology. Assuming dh has a good count to begin with, 20% should be more than enough healthy swimmers.
luvkayln: Yay! Great news :) How exciting that your iui is so soon! I bet we'll be really close this time. I'm so excited for you!
dnikki: Yes, I will go straight to work from my appt, but I'll check in asap. That's great that you're officially in the tww! Congrats & best wishes :)