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[blessedmomof3]

EVES A** KICKING PARTY

AUNTDD you asked for it, you got it. It was time for a new post anyway.....LOL

This one is dedicated to you

[Tygerlillie]

How are you guys doing?  Me?  I posted a question in the forum so that will tell ya what is going on--- so darn confusing.  I feel in limbo.... I thought I had AF and then started taking my PABA but stopped because I had a gut feeling not to -- now am worried and who knows.

Let me know what you gals are up to and ho w u r doing.

[unlaced]

wow, am i echoing?   Hello.....hello....was it something we said?

[blessedmomof3]

Hey,
Where are all my girls????/  I want updates!!!!!

[blessedmomof3]

HOW IS EVERYONE??????

[unlaced]

fertility friend said that i O'd last wednesday, making me 4DPO.  do i trust it?  maybe.  i'll know tomorrow if my temp is still high.  i'd love to comment, but there are so many of you!!!  for now, i'll just say-happy bd'ing, easy treatments, and all of us better get BFP's.  :D

[unlaced]

i can relate with the grandma thing.  i LOVED my grandma.  almost more than my own mother.  anyway, i was 20 and she was 54.  i get a call from my mother saying that grandma was diagnosed with cancer and that i needed to see her asap.  the doc gave her 6 months.  so, i made arrangements to travel from texas to oklahoma (by greyhound, which i would NEVER recommend).  this was 4 months after i got the call-it took so long to get there because, well, lol, i was 20 and poor.  anyway, so, a week before i'm planning to leave, i get another call from mom.  grandma died-she had pneumonia and her body couldn't take that and the cancer both.  grandpa found her in the bathroom floor.  so, i had to find a way to get there a few days earlier to attend her funeral.  at the service i bawled.  more than anyone there...so much so that i had to leave to compose myself (and i am NOT usually an emotional person).  i didn't get a goodbye, either.  i thought i still had time.  the only thing that has pulled me through is the serenity prayer-
God grant me strength for the things i cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference.
I know that she's in a better place, and that it didn't take a goodbye for her to know how much I loved her.  I know she's watching me now (hopefully only when I'm doing good things, lol).  It's hard-but sometimes, i think about how much better Heaven is than Earth and how lucky she is.  :)  Remember, you are NEVER alone.