HOLY POO! You will NOT believe this!!!! POSITIVE TODAY!

[scienceteacher79]

As you all know - 2 weeks ago I was getting very very fainbt positives. Started bleeding 2 saturdays ago (brown and weird looking). Went to have my blood test done almost 2 wks ago EXACTLY! "Less than one" was my beta test. So, after all the money and pain, we lost another baby - or so I THOUGHT! Now, I had a little period the few days after I started bleeding - brownish, reddish, chunky (sorry - TMI!) - nothing like a normal period but whatever. Anyway, I finally had sex with DH again Saturday (yesterday) and started to spot (brown - dark, no red) which is completely weird. I never spot in between periods. Anyway, i had one digital test left and said "what the heck". I had literally JUST peed 5 mins before and managed to sqeeze out a few drops (like 5! haha) into a cup and stuck the test in. It started blinking so I jumped in the shower and put it on the outside ledge. AND THEN I SAW IT! YES+ IT SAID YES+!! So, i screamed for DH, tried to explain it to him and then started to laugh hysterically. IT WAS ALL I COULD DO!! HAHAHAHAH! So, of course I ran to walmart and got more tests!! HAHAH!! They are all positive! Not as dark as I feel they should be for almost 6 wks so I am not thinking this is going to work out to be a good scenerio BUT that is the darkest tests I HAVE EVER HAD!! HAHAHAH - I can not believe this. I am going to the doc at 8am sharp and hopefully will know something by 3 or 4pm tomorrow.

It is either going to be: remnants of something that tried to grow, an ectopic (god I hope not - I only have one good unblocked tube), or a miracle baby - sweet Lord! I am so freaked out right now!!!

Any thoughts?

[scienceteacher79]

There is no chance of a "new" pregnancy. We didn't have sex since 2 days before the IUI (IUI was June 1st). We just had sex this past Saturday so I am pretty sure it isn't a new pregnancy :)

I am pretty sure I knwo what happened:

CD 11dpo = faint +  started Lovenox
CD 13dpo = less than 1 beta stopped Lovenox - weird bleeding (brownish, kinda light)
Apparently right after this: got preggo
2 weeks went by and didn't know it - hot flashes, tummy troubles, exhausted ALL the time, boobs went back to normal
June 26, 2010 - finally had nonBDing sex with hubby - started to spot, though that was weird
June 27, 2010 - still spotting brown - weird, took test = + (took 4 more = + ! haha)
June 28, 2010 - beta = 42

Apparently the lovenox did some kind of wonder. I think it was good for a few days after the Lovenox was (still in my system) stopped. I think the levels got up there and then started crashing a few days later. So, I am pretty sure they are on the way down. But anyway, i am more than ever convinced that Lovenox is our magic pill (well, magic shot) and I will use it next time we try. This summer is pretty busy from here on out. So, probably no more chances this summer. I think since I am transferring schools (closer to home) and soccer conditioning starts in November, i will just sit this year out and really try to get this fertility weight (40+ lbs) off and just relax for a year. I want to try again but i don't want the stress right now. If I could stomach the Metformin I would take that again and try to get my cycles at least regular (it seems to help a little but makes me soooooo sick!). I dunno - I will figure it out later. I will let you girls know what happens wednesday and what the plan is from there. HUGS!

[Sammy_J]

Sending you tons of SSBD for a sticky bean and a healthy pregnancy! We are all sitting on the edges of our seats waiting to hear your news on wednesday.
Miracles do happen, you may just prove it for us. But try to stay calm yet positive... earier said than done!
Hugs and more SSBD
Sam

[waitn838]

there are miracle babies out there...a friend of mine had her 2nd loss and before she got her next period she found out she was preg...her HCG started off very low too and she thought she was going to lose it but her levels actually increased and the progesterone she is taking is working....a complete miracle....im so happy for her but miracle babies do exist

everything you have said sounds like a new preg and a very early one...honestly i would take a test tomorrow to see if the line gets darker but dont get discouraged if it isnt since its only one day later

i cant wait to see what wed holds for you....im hoping so much that its a higher HCG level

best of luck to you

[rdh1981]

More suspense!!!! I can't make it until Wednesday! Hold on Jen, hopefully great things to come!!!!

[trh0819]

So many teachers here. I have to say that my failed IUIs led to IVF after final exams and the timing was ideal. I honestly don't know if I could have handled this pressure during the school year.. so yay for summer vacation.

scienceteacher79-- praying you get a clear answer soon.

[Mariana101]

I'm praying for you:)

This is CRAZY!!!!!
My DH had a meltdown yesterday night!!!! he wants a baby SO bad :(