Hi all, sorry i havent posted but i have been keeping a watch on the your posts.
So today is the day, im feeling a bit scared about going to the fertility clinic i think its just my nerves.
Im cd55 wow i dont think ive ever been in this situation where i havent had af for this long and now it says im 4 DPO? does this mean ive missed my time?
Ill check back on when i get back from the fertility clinic my app is at 2.30
Well, I did have a nice update typed out and all, but DS somehow clicked while I was typing and it was all erased!!! So I'll update later when he's down for a nap - we are doing the potty training thing....
thank you all for the kind words of encouragement... yes unfortunately i have dealt with alot in the last few months BUT i truly believe that what doesnt kill us makes us stronger...
good luck today for those with appts.. and luvkayln i can not wait to see new baby pics...lol
Good morning everyone.
I'm back at work today. NOT enjoying it. My boss is nowhere to be seen, so I'm okay with that. Okay weekend update. This may be long.
Thursday and Friday, DH and I fought like crazy. I found out later that he was pushing me away because he's scared about my test results. He's scared I'll have cancer and he doesn't know what to do with that anger. So somehow it got redirected back to me. So we fought. I knew he was just being a crank-butt, but I needed to clear my head. So Friday after work I went down to my mom's house. We went out for drinks. Saturday we went shopping (SO MUCH FUN!). I spent too much money but I got a ton of new clothes for work that were all 60% off. So, oh well. We went to see Star Trek. It was good. The kid who plays Captain Kirk was pretty easy on the eyes. Then I went home. Hubby was in a MUCH better mood.
I waited all day for that phone call from the doctor but it never came. Oh well. I know that his Saturdays are pretty busy. So hopefully I'll hear from him soon.
Sunday was rough. AF lightened up quite a bit, but I was in such bad pain. I stayed in bed a lot. I just couldn't get comfortable. DH's family came over to see the puppies, or as I like to call them now: The Poop Machines. lol. They are so big and doing so well. We wormed them this weekend, and one of them got weighed by the vet. 4 weeks old and 6lbs. Holy Chunk Monkey. They are fully weaned now, which is good. We said goodbye to one of them on Sunday. DH's aunt and uncle bought one. The brown little girl with the big blue eyes. Her name is Maya. So that was a little sad.
Sunday night we had dinner with the in laws. That was fun.
Monday was amazing. DH was asked to give the Memorial Day speech for our town. What an honor. As a veteran they felt he would do well. And he did. About halfway through his speech, he was talking about two of his best friends who were KIA (killed in action). One, his roommate, died in DH's arms. He got really choked up during his speech and there were tears running down his face. He doesn't talk about Iraq much, but he did yesterday. I was so proud of him. The whole crowd was in tears. He ended his speech with a quote that said:
"When You Go Home, Tell Them Of Us And Say,
For Their Tomorrow, We Gave Our Today"
It was beautiful. Then we cleaned the house, had supper, watched movies. It was a good day.
OHHHHH best part of the weekend!!!
On Saturday at 7:23pm WE BECAME GOD PARENTS!!! Little Harper Mae was born! I will post pictures tonight. She's so beautiful, I can't even tell you.
That's my weekend! I'll write more later!
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Michelle: You have our continuing support & prayers!!!
Arlotheslug: We are all hoping & praying for you & dh!!!
Leighanne: 2/10/09 Jaedyn Michael was born beautiful & healthy!
Check out his pics!!!
Vortex: 4/20/2009 Had her baby girl Sahana!!! Congrats! :) Posting pics soon!
Joyce: BFP - 38 weeks & It's a boy!!! =) C-section Thursday!
Jessie: BFP - 33 weeks! (appt today!)
ArmyPrincess - 32 weeks! (appt today!)
Stacey: BFP!!! 25 weeks!
Kaylee_Frye: BFP- 20 weeks & It's a girl!!! =)
Luvkayln: BFP!!! 9 weeks!!! (u/s TODAY!)
Keyan: lap 6/3
ad_06: Moving forward ;)
Mommyin10: Moving forward with IVF! (8dpo!)
Naf: Consultation TODAY!
Rachjas: Starting Lupron 6/2!
pyar: Awaiting AF...
Hannah: CD5 (adoption interview tomorrow)
Lina: CD12
dnikki: CD13
Mareski: CD13
jmh2005: CD23
Mrspace: CD26
Guesito: 4dpt!
Candie: 6dpo!
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Naf: Best wishes for your appt today!!! I know, I was nervous when I met my RE, too, but I'm sure you'll feel better once you're there & find out what the game plan is ;)
Hannah: Good luck with the job today! =) Sounds like you've got a lot going on in the next month or so. Best wishes!!!
Luvkayln: Thinking of you today!!! I'm sure that was Kayln in your dream, letting you know everything will be okay ;) So, I'm getting some AF-type cramps here & there & hoping that she shows this week =)
Joyce: Wow, you're leaving tomorrow! We'll all be thinking of you & looking forward to your update on Sunday!!!
Stacey: How was your u/s yesterday? I hope little Jake's kidney is doing well & he's growing like crazy ;)
Candie: How was your anniversary & your weekend?!
Keyan: I can't believe your lap is next week!!! I'm glad at least your busy work days will be behind you by then & you can take it easy afterwards. Hang in there! Just a few more days this week!!! =)
dnikki: Good luck with the potty training =)
ad_06: I know we m/c'd around the same time & I O'd a week later than normal this tiem, which I attribute to the m/c. I'm now waiting for AF & expect her this week. I hope she shows soon for you, too! You know, it's funny. When I got pregnant, my belly protruded a bit & even now, I have a little belly. I wonder if my body is just out of whack because of all it's been through?! It's funny 'cause I exercise & do lots of abs, but still have just that little "pooch" in my belly...
mareski: Good luck! I hope you do O with the clomid, but ad_06 is right. Don't be surprised if you O a bit later than usual.
armyprincess: Update with your appt results! I can't believe you're so close!!! Good luck today =)
mrspace: That's great that dh was honored with the privilege to give a Memorial Day speech! =) It sounds like he did a great job! Please thank him for his service to our country!!! It sounds like you had a nice, busy weekend. I hope you get those results soon & they give you some guidance on how to proceed forward. Take care! :)
guesito: How are you doing? Did you find the air horn? ;)
I woke up kind of bummed out today.. All symptoms disappeared (the Nausea) but the cramping still on and off...I Trying to remain positive just dont know ho to feel ....I think is ssill to early anyways..And no the Air Horn is still missing, lol =)