Moo79,So you can relate to the previous conversations of how they feel about the time lost. I can fully understand your situation and only used that example because that is kinda what she was reminding me of in relation to the emotion she was expressing about the time she could not account for. ........ As for the contradicting myself.... no it is not a secret........ Some people are wide awake and follow directions and carry on normal conversations while other people who for lack of a better term are "light weights" when it comes to how they react to medications are "napping" with the same dose. This too is my last posting because it is very clear that you have a very negative perspective of all healthcare and I am very sorry that you have experienced such awful things. I hope in the future that you will be able to trust your doctor and have a much more pleasant experience. But as I mentioned before....For the one of you that confronted the doctor and have wrote out your wishes.... Sounds as if you may have a malpractice suit on your hands......If you continue to have issues with what has happened counseling is NOT a bad option. In a sense you were assaulted just not in the "normal or routine way" society thinks of when they hear the word assault.
List versed as an allergy since you know the amnesic effects therefore you will not receive it again. I hope since you have voiced feeling suicidal that you are back in counseling for your PTSD. Sounds as if you have been keeping a handle on things for a long time and know your triggers. That is excellent knowledge to have. Once you know the triggers then you can prepare yourself and try to prevent, omitt, and reduce the number of triggers that you have to face.(which you were trying to do in this case.) Also I'm sure since you have been dealing with this for years that you also have a plan in place of how to handle the triggers of your PTSD healthly when they cannot be avoided. Do you have a regular counselor, family member, pastor or friend that helps you in these times of need? And also when or if someone asks you what your allergy to versed is you could answer by saying that is makes your PTSD worse...Tell them that it causes you to decompensate...You do not need to go into detail. I do not think that there is a doctor out there that would touch that comment medically or legally with a ten foot pole.
ANY amount of Versed is excessive. That poison is dangerous and messes people up for life. I had it one time to break up a gall stone and it almost killed me. It's been years now, I while I have nightmares about the experience and have been suffering from PTSD ever since I was given Versed, I have no memories of my children growing up, or about a 15 year span of my life...it's like it never existed. Versed stole that from me...I can't think of anything worse happening to a person than that. Steer clear of this **** and put on ever medical form you fill out that you are allergic to it. I even bought Medic Alert bracelets for all of my family and best friend stating that they are allergic to Versed.
I wouldn't want what happened to me to ever happen to anyone again. I was lied to, tricked and given WAY too much of this poison and it pretty much ruined my life...I can't believe the FDA ever approved this drug for use on humans!! It should be banned.
I had a colonoscopy a few years ago....and I would have given anything if the drugs had worked on me...but for whatever reason they didn't...and the experience was a nightmare for me. I am supposed to have another one soon and I am delaying it because of the traumatic experience I had. If I do decide to go through with it, the anesthesiologist and the gastro doctor and I are going to have to have a very serious talk prior to the procedure about the drugs and what happened to me previously. Trust me....there is a reason why they give you Versed....be grateful if it works!
My wife just had an oral surgeon remove a tooth in preparation for a future implant. She told him repeatedly she did NOT want to be put to sleep or have IV sedation. He admitted there are other options but would not elaborate on that and just kept badgering her into accepting IV sedation with the typical "oh, you will be relaxed" lie. He NEVER told her what drugs she would be given and NEVER said at any time that she most likely would have amnesia after. I found out by pressuring the recovery room nurse that they gave her Versed, Nubain, and Phenergan. It was NEVER written anywhere we could see it. The combination of all three generally makes most people go out cold. She believes she was able to stay awake during the procedure but cannot be sure. It seems she remembers most of it at least. I asked the recovery room nurse why she was in recovery so long and if they had put her to sleep. Her answer was "yes we did" matter of factly. When I got angry and informed her my wife was NOT supposed to go to sleep is when answers came forward. She knew I was ready to rip her a new one. I was, and still am, LIVID about this as is my wife. I have since found out that Versed, Nubain, and Phenergan is "establised procedure" at that oral surgeons office! They do it to EVERY patient, no matter WHAT your getting treated for!
I personally want to go deal with that doctor my way but my wife is begging me to not do it. The FDA and AMA will NOT stop these doctors from chemically abusing patients. Maybe we need to deal with by another means? This insanity needs to STOP!
i was injected with fentanyl and versed 10 sec apart...i had no knowledge tht these injection were going to be given to me. I was told general anasthesia only. A couple of seconds past after the versed injections i became paralyzed and unable to breath. Now i have memory loss and respiratory problems along with muscle and nerve damage...all this for a 10min surgery.