I'm depressed about my mom's passing in august,she had ovarian cancer.I'm lost without her,I can't get anything done housework,laundry,etc.And thats not like me,I'm not myself without her in my life.I can't seem to get in the christmas spirit,for my 5-year-old.Her birthday is coming up,we used to get the tree then.My fiance gives me no support.I still can't except that she's gone.I can barely sleep or eat.I cry quite often.She was my best friend.I try to think happy thoughts,feel her presence,and move on.I'm just having a hard time adjusting to life without her.I have this theory that sunsets are signs from our loved one's that have passed on that there is still beauty in this world and we need to enjoy life and realize that in there one way they will show us that they'll always be with us.On my birthday as my aunt and I were leaving the beach I saw a poof,it was a whale.We went out to the pier,their was about 4 or 5 whales out there.It was a little early for whale season,that was my mom's birthday present to me.Does anybody have any ideas to help me learn to cope without my hero, my best friend,my mommy?I write letters to her in a journal,I talk to her sometimes,this is just so hard...