Halo my name is Ryan And my mum was diagnosed with terminal cancer in may 2008, the docs told the family that she would not see next christmas, my mum has asked not to be told how long she has, she had a course of chemotherapy, and after that she was told she would need radiotherapy but when she got to the hospital they said the tumor was to near her kidney and liver and refused to give it to her, since then the family have taken her every where and even to ireland to say her good buys to her relations, the other week I visited her at her flat where my two sinister were attending to her lunch, to cut a long story my older sister has never really got on with the family and we just put up with her, my mother was, the day before talking to me alone about some concerns she had with the out care at her local hospice she visits on a Friday, saying that every time she go's they ask her questions about her state of mid I.E "how many times do you think about dieing" and similar stuff like that, the next day I called the hospice to air her worries and then went to visit my mum I told her about what I had done and she started to cry, well in came my older sister and said "what are you doing to make my mother cry" I replied "she my mother tool" she put her face in mine and I said get out of my way she reply no well I seen red and said you need a good slapping you do, she goaded me and and said go on then, I slapt her across the face my mother still crying asked me to leave and has never been in touch since I really regret hiting my sister wether she needed it or not, it was completely out of character for me, I am not a violent man, later that night I phoned my other sister who was there at the time, and she said she would go over the next day and ring me, she has not been in touch, I feel very hurt that my mum has not rang me, all my life I have been bullied by my older sister and more recently has my mum, what should I do? I will not Be calling my mum or go around ever again, as to much time and water has flowed, I know she is dieing and blood is thiker, I will not be attending the funeral, after she has gone I will have no further contact with my family again a very sad thought. my email is ***@****
Wow, you got hit really hard. Dealing with the death of a loved one while going through a divorce must have been a nightmare. What you need to remember is that we all grieve differently. So, whether you choose to do it with a new relationship, or your dad chooses to do it by hiding behind locked doors, it has to been done if you are ever going to get through it. You have come to the right site if you are looking for support to get you through this. We are all here for you, so feel free to post when and whatever you want.
Hi RS,
I am so sorry for what you are going through. It must be SO difficult to go through grief and a divorce at the same time. I lost my mother also, in March 2008 due to a long illness. I thought being prepared would help, and it probably did, but it still hurts so much.
I guess you will just have to give your dad some time to grieve right now, and maybe be there for him. Even his life has been turned upside down.
Most people don't want to hear our problems. We human's are so self-centered. In my loss, I turned to God for my comfort. I suggest you do the same. If you do not have a Bible, please get one. Read it and you will find MUCH comfort in what God has to say to you.
Praying for you,
Poobah