This is my first time here well..., I lost my grandma in October 2010 and now it's February 2012 but still can't forget her.... She was my last grandparent but then she also left me and my family....Now I don't have any grandparent.... My mom and I are both deeply moved by it... We both, well actually my whole family but particularly my mom and me used to be SOOO like happy-go-lucky despite our other problems, we used to be SO always happy, well kind of, but now we both just can't even laugh or smile properly, I mean our laugh and smile all is incomplete.... we both feel SOOOO incomplete.... I just can't put it through words....
I hope this helps and wish you both all the best. Hugs to you both.