Early Jan 2010 i allowed a women friend to perform Oral sex on me, I didnt know that Oral sex caused HIV so easily. About 10 days later i went to see a Dr an he told me I had a UTI so i took the meds. At around the same time my wife was preagnant and she took the test on July but came back neg. in the meantime my UTI seemed to get worse cause it would not end... Finally on Sep 10 I told the Dr to test me for every STD. it came back neg.my urine problems whent on for over 1 year but then they seemed to go away. When I felt better I started to feel sudden chills. March 2012 i when back to the Dr and she gave me an overall health test wich she said looked fine i still feel chills and my worries dont allow me to think or eat or live I am very suicidal.What should I do next? Please help.