see...here you go ! ! !
go back and re-read my reply
You dont think even with the scab freshly coming off that i need to worry bc it was raw?
I hear you.........I know the abrasion was at least 2 days old before my encounter. It is just a lil raw skin.......there was a patchy scab there that fell off in the shower the morning of my encounter or when she put the condom on......I really dont know.
As long as you think there is no need to worry.........I will end my search...........I just hope you are right.
instead of me trying to convince you that you had no risk regardless of this abrasion...i'll just tell you that any abrasion, scratch, trivial cut, etc. that was a few days old is sealed completely off due to the fact that cuts start healing from the inside out almost immediately.
you had NO risk and do not need testing.
as far as the guilt...this can lead to anxiety...anxiety will cause you to start searching the internet looking for signs and symptoms...reading about this will cause you to imagine you have those symptoms youre reading about...and in turn will cause you to post excessively regarding this NO RISK situation. DONT
deal with the guilt...it will be easier than dealing with your fear you have contracted hiv.