Risk of hiv from protected sex?

[Henryjackson34]

Hey everyone .Last weekend i had a protected sex with friend of mine even tho she offered me to do it without condom i denied that. So basically i can say it was successful even by using the condom but i still have my anxiety I'm not super sexually active person.Therefore I would need more edvice from you guys .So same day I had like razor bumps to pimple looking things I shaved like the day before I had sex .Like 3 of them so one like two of them was so small but I didn't touch it it was probably staying under condom I didn't really pay attention on them and one of them was like little bigger then them so I could see the head of it .It was between my penis and public area .It wasn't going into her and after sex I took a shower it was still there so wasn't broken.In the moring it was gone so even the other two small ones .No scar or no redness I couldn't even locate them .But I'm still curious of getting hiv by the activity that I had last time had had the hiv and STD test was 2 months ago and all was negative.Basically if I wasn't at risk getting it I wouldn't want to pay money to go to hospital and experience to get something else at this pandemic season. Really need nice and clear answers thank you

[GuitarRox]

Protected sex is not a risk for acquiring HIV.  The only ways adults get HIV is from unprotected and penetrating vaginal and anal sex or sharing IV drug needles.  That's it.  As long as the head of your penis was covered, you will be safe from acquiring HIV from protected sex.  Being anxious does not equate to risk for the illness. We know a lot about HIV at this point.  With no risk, you describe nothing concerning.  And you also sound to have taken tests?  They were unnecessary.  They also clearly aren't reassuring you.   Have you considered getting help for your anxiety?  That may be the only way to end the thought circle you are in.  Going to any medical setting right now is riskier with the virus lurking.  However, your doctor may talk to you about this anxiety over the phone and help direct you to resources or begin the process of working on the anxiety until you can get in to see them.  This is the route I'd take.