Thanks for your response. I (and believe you) believe that test result is leading regardless to the story or symptoms. Correct?
Should i consider 5 weeks after exposure insti test definitive?
I also couldnot find any forum about epididymitis. Can you advice?
I made already appointment with a psychologist. But still in preparation phase
HIV is only transmitted by unprotected vaginal or anal intercourse or sharing of IV drug needles. You had protected sex which protects you from the virus. When condoms break, it's considered a 'catastrophic event in that it is very noticeable. So,, you did not expose yourself to HIV with a condom.
If condom fails it is a large rip down the seam and it hangs in tatters and both of you would be asking each other lots of questions, so obviously that didn't happen and there is no need for close inspections. You can't get HIV when you used a condom, so your tests were a waste of time. You are safe, so you need to stop theorizing about HIV.
This is not an epididymitis forum and you don't have HIV, so you need to stop trying to associate it with HIV. If you can't accept that, then see a therapist to help you because HIV fear is irrational to live this point now that you know you don't have HIV.