Cause I have fear of HIV, I went with my boyfriend to test, we both came negative, afterwards we engage in unprotected vaginal and oral sex without ejaculation for both types of sex. He had some non itchy rash on his back, and my mind see that it's due to HIV. I can't stop thinking about that, and million 'what if' question in my head. I don't know how to move on. How risky was it? It's first time that I had unprotected vaginal sex with someone, and I thought that if we go together to test that it will ease my anxiety.