How do I deal with this anxiety?

[Stressedidiot]

Very dumb. Very drunk,met a bar girl. My recollection was a condom was definitely used except for a few seconds of her giving me a blow job. All hazy though. I have a 2 year old son.Terrified of washing him etc in case I got HIV.I am on the edge already, and worst of all I still have a few weeks to wait until I can test. The anxiety is killing me.

[sunilkashyap]

You did not have any risk to begin with. Anxiety can cause other symptoms to pop up, which you might then mistake for HIV. Testing is not warranted in your case, but you if you overtly anxious, you could just go get a fourth generation test after 4 weeks to allay your unwarranted fears. Thank you.

[Chima7]

You used a condom therefore you had no risk. Oral sex is not considered a risk, either with or without a condom. You're fine and have no reason to freak out. Testing is obviously not required seeing as how you had no risk.