Hello,
This is my first time posting or even opening up about anything of this nature anywhere, I am greatly concerned about being an HIV carrier, this is a delicate subject for me as I have always been afraid of doctor visits throughout my life, mostly because of fear of receiving negative information. My job requires me to deal with many different walks of life, I have been a professional tattoo artist for the past 2 years. When I began I was taught about blood borne pathogens and preventing cross contamination, as well as proper sterilization methods, I know there are several risks involved my line of work and I wish to be as informed as possible. A few months ago I noticed several raised,lumpy, sometimes painful, recurring areas on my inner thigh and occasionally my left armpit that I had never noticed this before I started tattooing. This has been a concern for me as I have heard of swollen lymph nodes being related to the disease, as well as a few others ones , however I have also been told that it is best that a doctor determine whether or not these are swollen lymph nodes. I have not lost any unexplained weight or really experienced any other symptoms besides a minor canker sore a few weeks ago, these concerns have been heavy on my mind and have caused a great deal of stress on top of my day to day aggravations, as well as I am concerned for the health and well being of my clients if I were to be diagnosed as a carrier. I respectfully ask for any helpful information on this subject and give thanks in advance.