Your problem isn't HIV, or Hepatitis, it's irrational thinking and anxiety as you admit yourself. Get yourself some help.
I Posted same question to Hepatitis Community
They advise me to test for four months..
Hepatitis and HIV are same transmission?
Thank you for your answer...I double check my body and i have some skin puncture in my arms..i doubled check my shirt also if this skin puncture happens in time of our drinking session there should be a blood stain in my shirt..
As Rainlover said, if someone would poked with a needle, you would know even if you were drunk
Neither HIV not Hepatitis is contracted by kissing. You were never at any risk
You never had an HIV risk and you were never poked with a needle or you would have felt it.