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Scared - another AM I INFECTED post
Really scared. About two weeks ago, had anal sex, stupidly, with a Transsexual (can't believe how stupid i am to partake in anal sex with a sex worker). Wore a condom though, and it appeared to be in place when i took it out, as i was checking regularly. It was only about two minutes and i was paranoid about it splitting.
Unbelievably though as i looked at the penis with my condom on i saw specs of blood. Now lost in my hazy memory, i wasn't sure if the blood was on the outside or inside, so i hurridly took the condom off. Then to my horror i had blood on the tip of my penis, and all over the lining of the urthea. The worst thing that could happen. HE/SHE insisted it wasn't her blood, and it was mine, but i had no cuts on my penis at all or sign of bleeding. She also didn't appear to be bleeding when (excuse me for being graphic, wiped her backside with wipes to check). I was horrified, i really couldn't believe that happened. It wasn't huge amounts of blood, but enough.
I checked the condom by filling it with water to check for leakages (and even though i'm now really paranoid i didn't check properly) and it seemed secure as no water was leaking from it, although in my paranoi i don't feel i filled the condom up too much, so there could have been cuts at the top end of the condom.
The Transsexual said she didn't have anything, and i have sinse pressured her into going to take a test and she seems willing enough to go through with it, as long as i pay her for her time. She assures me she was tested a month ago and is clean. But she is also the type who talks alot of 'horse crap'.
My main fears are obviously the blood on my penis. My head keeps replaying the image over again, and i have reinacted taking of condoms to check if perhaps i took the condom of incorrectly and spilt the blood on my penis. Or wether there may have been a cut in the condom at the lower end and somehow it seeked its way to the head, either by my penis movments or when i rolled the condom off.
Now to my horror, after about ten days i have developed diorreah.
I have a few questions ....... if her anus had bleed, would it have been obvious, after wiping her (Sorry for being so graphic). Can bleeding vary in quantity (i know it seems an obvioous answer).
How easy is it to spill blood on your penis by incorrectly removing the condom?
How easy is it for HIV to enter the penis?
I really am distraught, i'm shaking as i rite this, and have been worried so badly these past two weeks. To top it all off, i have to wait another two weeks before i can even take a primary test to just check. The anxiety is really too much. I am so ashamed of myself i put myself in this situation knowing full well the risks.
Unbelievably though as i looked at the penis with my condom on i saw specs of blood. Now lost in my hazy memory, i wasn't sure if the blood was on the outside or inside, so i hurridly took the condom off. Then to my horror i had blood on the tip of my penis, and all over the lining of the urthea. The worst thing that could happen. HE/SHE insisted it wasn't her blood, and it was mine, but i had no cuts on my penis at all or sign of bleeding. She also didn't appear to be bleeding when (excuse me for being graphic, wiped her backside with wipes to check). I was horrified, i really couldn't believe that happened. It wasn't huge amounts of blood, but enough.
I checked the condom by filling it with water to check for leakages (and even though i'm now really paranoid i didn't check properly) and it seemed secure as no water was leaking from it, although in my paranoi i don't feel i filled the condom up too much, so there could have been cuts at the top end of the condom.
The Transsexual said she didn't have anything, and i have sinse pressured her into going to take a test and she seems willing enough to go through with it, as long as i pay her for her time. She assures me she was tested a month ago and is clean. But she is also the type who talks alot of 'horse crap'.
My main fears are obviously the blood on my penis. My head keeps replaying the image over again, and i have reinacted taking of condoms to check if perhaps i took the condom of incorrectly and spilt the blood on my penis. Or wether there may have been a cut in the condom at the lower end and somehow it seeked its way to the head, either by my penis movments or when i rolled the condom off.
Now to my horror, after about ten days i have developed diorreah.
I have a few questions ....... if her anus had bleed, would it have been obvious, after wiping her (Sorry for being so graphic). Can bleeding vary in quantity (i know it seems an obvioous answer).
How easy is it to spill blood on your penis by incorrectly removing the condom?
How easy is it for HIV to enter the penis?
I really am distraught, i'm shaking as i rite this, and have been worried so badly these past two weeks. To top it all off, i have to wait another two weeks before i can even take a primary test to just check. The anxiety is really too much. I am so ashamed of myself i put myself in this situation knowing full well the risks.
I didn't have unprotected sex, but i did have blood on my penis ... this could have been because of an incorrectly removed condom, or a cut in the condom where it wasn't visible to me.
Sigh
Sigh
Just because you mishandled the removal of a condom and you got some blood on your penis in no way puts you at risk of contracting HIV.
But if she was HIV + and i got her blood on my penis head, wouldn't that be a transmission route for HIV ?
Now i really am confused, go against all the grains of literature i have read. Blood contains HIV rite, and one route of transmission of HIV is via blood and the opening of the Urethra?
Your misinterpreting your "literature". Read more responses here regarding "Out of Body" transmission of HIV and let us know what you come up with.
-JC-
-JC-
don't seem to find any old posts on the subject.
So are you saying for HIV to transmit to a 'top' male, the conditions required would be for the male to still be in the anas when blood enters the urethra?
So are you saying for HIV to transmit to a 'top' male, the conditions required would be for the male to still be in the anas when blood enters the urethra?
Correct. The blood would have to actively enter the Urethra with force inside of the body.
-JC-
-JC-
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