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What have I done...

I feel truly awful..I should not have Hiv because poatera here told me I had no risk.however I did something really disgusting.
I masturbated and cleaned my hand with a napkin.
well after that I went to a convenience store next to my place to buy a bottle of water.i handed the cashier a 2$ coin with the hand I masturbated with.
did i somehow theoretically put her at risk because my hand wasn t completely clean? i know this sounds disgusting but i d like to know?

thank you.please don t judge i know it was diagusting.
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thank you, Yes i know. i am actually seeing a therapist, but it s not easy.
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480448 tn?1426948538
You need to seek professional help for your irrational thoughts about HIV.  You have not had a risk for one, so you cannot give someone something you don't have in the first place...and two, even if you WERE infected, you couldn't infect anyone else in that manner.

Get yourself some help.
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