scared.

[thunder900]

i hav bn living in fear of HIV since last 3 years, 19th dec. 2008 was the first time when i had sex with the sex worker,at that time condom broke, i was scared, she told me that i am clean but i was nt sure....then after 2 years i dint see any symtoms, Aug.2010 i met one guy from my city, we became friends.we used to hangout, party together, once there was nobody at his home, we drunk together and then i dont remember some things, we slept and in the morning i was naked and he too...shiiiiii, then i asked about it, he said it was hot and the fan wasnt working so i pulled ur clothes of......Ohhh God, i felt so embarrresd...then after some days whenever i used to go at his place he always trying to touch me,then i was sure that he is a gay....aftersome days we had a fight bcoz of this....i am a straight guy....i was just behaving normally with him bcoz i dint wanted to hurt his feelings, and at that [point of time i was feeling lonely, so i was trying to share some of my career, finance, girlfriend problems with him........Neways after that happnd, dec. 10 i called him, he did not recieve, i kept calling him for next 2 months or so, then he replied me in march 2011, that he moved to another state for a job.....i was wondering why he was avoiding me by then....i still call him sometimes and he doesnt always recieve or msg me....he replies sometimes only.....i am very scared, i think he is positive, i felt it bcoz of his behaviour, i cant share these things with any body in this world.....iam so scared....and talking about symtoms i dont see any of them, its just muscle wasting on my legs and forearms from last month or so.... i havnt loose any wieght.i drink too much now a days i am afraid of test coz i think i am living my life on a hope, i might not have the disease, i am negative......so i am afraid of bein tested....plzz help me plz help me...

[gumm_BIH]

There is no need to be shattered! It is possible, but highly unlikely that you got HIV from only one exposure. However you should do the test, and at this time your test will be final and conclusive.

If i were you, i wouldn't worry too much .

Cheers

[thunder900]

m shattered!

[Teak]

Yes.

[thunder900]

thank again...but tell me is it possible that if i m infected in 2008 still living healthy, no symtoms?

[RainLover71]

If he sexually assulted you it would have been obvious,you would have had signs of trauma and marks on you.It never happened.Don,t think irrationaly,just test because of the sex worker encounter and that will suffice.

[thunder900]

Thank You Sir....but u mentioned (.Nothing happened with this male person because if it had of you would have known about it) how wd i hv known about it ?

[RainLover71]

You had condom failure with the sex worker so my advice to you is to get tested and put this behind you.Nothing happened with this male person because if it had of you would have known about it.Any test result you receive now will be 100% conclusive.All the best.