Need support

[valhoney]

I have had hep c for 29 years have known for 8 yrs. After my DR. told me geno type 1a not cureable, i opted not to do tx. Now 8 yrs later had blood work done viral load gone up frpm 2,400,000 to 7,561,276. Now this Dr. (new one) says I have 60 percent chance tx will work. Do I want tx,?  NO, will i do tx? YES. I have such a good life now compared to 8 years ago, and I want to grow old with me husband! I am scared out of my mind, not just about the tx but also how much of a toll this is going to put on my marriage and the people around me.............. I feel so selfish for having this diease, and putting so many people through this crap...........Sorry yall just babbiling, need to get this out some where and no one to really talk to who understands....... Thanx

[Vic1967]

Welcome.  You shouldn't feel selfish.  Either way, we do understand.
I am finishing up treatment, I have geno 1a like you..  I put it off for 17 years out of fear.
It never was what I thought it would be.  But it wasn't easy either.  I don't regret trying, I came to the point where I had to try.
You will find a lot of info here about tx.
Do you know about the new drugs in clinical trials?  They greatly improve your chances.
You are going to find of lot of peope very helpful on the subject.
Most important, don't beat your self up.  The fear is normal, but you have lived with it a long time.  Even if you don't treat, educate yourself and those close to you.  It helps to ease your fears and gives you understanding and hope.
Have you had a biopsy yet?  It's the best place to start.
Best of luck to you. You will be fine and I am sure your wife wants you healthy and happy!
V