Hello - Thank you for responding. I guess I'm not understanding what I've read because I thought the chances were estimated by every time you engage in sex, but you're saying it's %/year if we follow what you say above? If so that's promising, but ultimately it's his decision to stay or go. And mine for that matter. I'm not the only one that has to re-evaluate our relationship. I understand he's trying to come to grips, but taking it slow and scaling back from what we were isn't going to change the fact that I have this. I'll still be the same person in the end. But, clarity on the chances gives me more hope that it's still a possibility with someone, even if it's not with my current one. I'm keeping my spirits up and either way, I know who I am and what I bring to a relationship. Thank you again for your response! This site is very helpful and am glad I found it.
He's male so his risk is on average just 4%/year if you do nothing but avoid sex any time you have anything going on genitally. If you take daily suppressive therapy and don't use condoms, it's cut in half to 2% /year. that means he's 98% likely each year NOT to contract hsv2 from you.
Hello - So I'm finally getting back on here. I just realized that my profile says I'm male, but I'm actually female. Just clearing that up. Tried to change it but for some reason the save button isn't working.
The testing my doctor completed was HSV1 IgG,Type Spec 2.66 and HSV2 IgG, Type Spec 5.32. I believe this is the most accurate testing.
Since my first post my boyfriend and I are still trying to work on this issue. I just don't think he'll be able to compromise on the sex issue. He doesn't want to have sex with a condom and doesn't like the thought of never having oral sex with me whether it is from me or for me. He says he is trying to come to a resolution because I'm everything he wants except this. We've read up on this, he's read up on this and he feels that his 10% or so chance of getting this every time we have sex is too much for him to chance.
I understand his hesitancy, but I also know I'm more than this disease. I know I have to be patient and allow him the time to absorb this to understand it enough to be able to weigh his decision of compromising and keeping what we have or just walking away. But I'm just not hopeful about this situation. I'm still trying to deal with this and being patient is not one of my best qualities. I probably should see a therapist to talk about this, but I always like referrals from friends rather than finding a random one from the website. I'm trying not to panic and not allow my anxiety to take over but it's hard. I want to be able to accept this and move on but with this I'm a pessimist and I'm scared this will always hold me back from being with someone. I'm just scared of living with this for the rest of my life. And my self esteem and confidence is already an issue.
what testing did you have done? if it was blood testing, if you can post your exact results, I can better help you - e.g. hsv1 igg 5.6 and hsv2 igg 2.2 or whatever they are. that way we can be sure you were properly tested and see if you need additional confirmatory testing for your hsv2 status or not.
you've had herpes since you've been with him. remind him that if you haven't transmitted it by this point, he already knows how low in general the risk of transmission is to him.
grace