Hi Everyone,
I have what seems to be a "case for discussion" Herpes diagnosis with varying opinions and I'm praying an expert will read this post:
From June 17-19 I visited a woman and we engaged in oral zex, but no intercourse. On the first day with her, I nicked my chin from shaving and subsequently had minor bleeding, so I had a minor, exposed abrasion. It wasn't a half an hour before we engaged in oral sex, no intercourse.
A month later I had another sexual encounter with this woman (Oral sex, no intercourse).
About three to four days after the second encounter, I broke out with a small pimple-like red spot under my left eye, a huge painful cyst / zit-looking monster right where I had nicked my chin, and another medium-sized cyst a centimeter to the right of the larger outbreak. I do not think they were zits because I could never extract the "seed" from any of them. I picked (dumb) at both of the larger ones and it and it took a good three weeks to heal. It was the worst outbreak ever! I had acne as a kid, now I'm 49. This was a monster with a younger cousin next to it.
Concurrent to the facial outbreak, I came down with awful flu symptoms for 2 1/2 weeks as well as a terrible burning sensation on the left, upper portion of my back for three weeks. I asked my daughter to check for blisters because it was so irritating, but it was nothing more than nerve irritation.
From the first day of my exposure with this woman, two months passed and I was concerned, so I went to the doctor and took an Igg blood test, which came back:
NEGATIVE for HSV1
but
POSITIVE for HSV2 with score of 4.0. Again, this test was done two month after first exposure.
Up until this point in my life and the sexual encounter with the aforementioned woman, I had been monogamous for 20 years, married, and neither my wife or I ever had any outbreaks or physical symptoms. So that's two people, 20 years, nothing even close to what I experienced after being with this second woman.
When I brought this to the attention of another forum, they told me that the huge breakout on my face had about a no chance of being HSV2. The reason was HSV2 doesn't like the face and a score of 4.0 was impossible to get after only two months. In an opinion from a person in the forum, "I was probably already carrying the virus and this abrasion / bleeding on my chin, then an outbreak, flu, and the nerve-ending burning sensation were purely coincidental with my sexual encounter with this woman. All these symptoms had nothing to do with a fresh infection of HSV2."
Practically it doesn't make sense to me, but I am not an expert.
However, MY DOCTOR said it was "highly, highly, highly circumstantial" it was a fresh infection and this woman had given it to me. But the more I read, the more I am coming to understand that many doctors are not very well informed about herpes - no disrespect intended. So, as you can imagine, I'm totally confused and anguished. I take 100% of the blame for not being up front with the new woman that we both needed to be tested before we got intimate. Stupid.
So here's the question I can't seem to get answered with authority: If I had an abrasion (bleeding) on my chin, and then a short time later had oral sex with a woman who had HSV2, is it possible / probable that I could get infected with HSV2 on my face?
In regards to the opinion that I was already carrying the virus prior to this outbreak, we're not just talking about one person, but TWO PEOPLE (my ex wife) having unprotected sex for 20 years and having zero outbreaks. Which scenario is more plausible?
I understand, a large percentage of people are asymptomatic with HSV2, but are the odds stacked against a monogamous couple having unprotected sex being asymptomatic for two decades having no outbreaks?
I need wisdom. Because if do have facial HVS2, then my chance for outbreak and shedding are reduced significantly to approximately 1% at the original point of infection (The face).
If I have genital herpes, without ever having had an outbreak "down there" in my adult life (Along with my ex wife of 20 years), I am shedding at a rate of 10%. Currently I have not had another outbreak since the first one, so it's been six-plus weeks.
I will only know for sure if I get another outbreak on my face and have it tested asap. But if I do have facial HSV2, I have read the chances are slim that will happen again.
So there you have it. I am praying for wise counsel and wisdom. I am emotionally drained because I have heard a few opinions. Perhaps someone out there will be able to assist. If you know an expert or are one, I'd be so thankful to hear from you.
Last, this has everything to do with future disclosure to a partner. I would never be silent about my condition, but I do want to be accurate and well educated.
Thanks for the help, in advance.